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4e1bbq

2009-11-16T23:49:00.049+08:00

4E1 BBQ
The morning after…
Thinking of what to wear.

I went all the way from woodlands to tampines just to try dresses from nicholas’ mother.She had every thing a girl wanted, little black dresses, very sassy dance dresses.

I must say,I was quite intimidated by the number of dresses she owned.All the time when I was trying,Nicholas said I looked really sexy in the pink one.

I was so shy because i had to magically appear good in every dress i wore in front of my best friend.

my favourite? The long gown gown,it’s the most glamourous one.I wished it was shimmery though.

She lent me some accessories to go with it even!Look at all her expensive branded watches

Aww I feel like a goddaughter already.

Then comes the laughter and the british man.He’s one stylish man. Nicholas’ going to Europe!!!!

I HATE YOU NIC,I HATE YOU.

Bad bad nicholas,took a unglam photo of his glamourous mother.

Nicholas eat insects!!!!Lunch at his place was marvellous :)

Havent hd this good look of ion orchard before.

Let bygones be bygones, they say..

met weishyang,my sec 2 adventure camp cute instructor.he still stays at casablanca :)

truth or dare,gaby kissed abid!

Do these photos look convincing enough?

Too bad we couldn’t play games late at night,the food was butter-ily good!

o levels done

2009-11-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

Drained out.

i will blog i will blog i will blog.

but i really miss studying.too late for regrets but still feel regretful for not studying hard for all these while.

but its okay...can retake o levels....i must give myself a second chance,no matter what people think of me.

ntufilm

2009-10-19T20:07:00.004+08:00

Filmin audition
when 1 aspires 2 bcum a star,i gues she wld jus groom herself.
overdressed,overconfident,over dramatic.

indian filmin in progress jus near my block.

things hv changed so much between me & jamey.

her smile is different,her body is different,her mind & heart is changed.i wonder y ppl hu do film media studies used thos colourful keyboards.

its so nice!

jamey's audtion partner ws a vietnamese 14yrold boy hu ws chubby yet hd tis thick american accent.the film turned out 2 b switched 2 english instead my chinese.jamey's forte 4 language.

florenz & i cldnt hlp bt laugh at hw obviously compatible they were in the drama.so thn in the bus,we learnt vietnamese & found out tt he grew up in new zealand since he ws 9yrs old.so he wen bck 2 hs village & no nostalgia reali 'swept' upon him.hs name is khoi.he's reali a cool cat i mus say.

lasdayofsecskul

2009-10-09T22:12:00.007+08:00

Last Day Of Secondary School
it ws shahirah's idea tt evry1 dressed lyk a nerd 2day.al the girls dcided amongst ourselves tt we'll plait our hair,wear our glasses instead of contact lenses & definitely lengthen our skirts & wear long jockey socks.

the mos memorable th tt we did is tt we al arrived early 4 skul instead of brkin any skul rules!whn we 1st entered our cls,sum1 messed up evryth.tables & chairs were overturned.books were thrown on the floor,dustbin ws overturned..it ws a mess!

las bio lesson w ms tan.the guys wore my hairclips.tis is so old skul.

i used 2 wear thos reali cute tweety hairclips.

we clled xueyun & aryna bck cos they dropped bio.

ms tan said im a bubbly,vivacious & outspoken person.she said im a natural performer on stage w confidence.sigh i wished she didnt mentioned tt.

camwhores!

firealarm rang!!

our las fire drill.alexi asked me y our cls ws so active 2day,evry1 lookin the same.it ws so scorchin hot,we took fotos 4 our graveyard foto.cos we'll b cremated,u gt it?

2 b honest,there wsnt much lesson goin on 2day.

cinny kpt askin me 2 take fotos.

i'll miss my mos adored juniors.hauwee & mike.

check out tis comic me & jasmine created!

we cldnt hlp bt laugh 4 lyk half an hour straightttttt?

geeks!

tearin dwn the cls.

mr flavian

evry1 started takin fotos.suddenly it felt lyk al the hatred is gone & the gossips stopped.

our most hated sticky sweet.

tomyum

2009-09-20T23:04:00.005+08:00

Khaw Khun Kha

a glass of bloody mary!

tis restaurant is located at beach road.

they hv the bes crabs.2 b honest,tt ws the spiciest tomyum soup ive eva drank.al mayb its jus bcos i hvnt been out 4 a long time.hv 2 mug so hard durin the wee hrs til sunrise al the time.booooo :(

yumyum!!!i rmbed the las time i ate crab ws wif the shanghainese family durin my shanghai twinnin programme!

the latest hongkong style bun (:

scary,as we waited 4 dad's car.2 drunkards were approachin us.their non-drunk frens were jus stanin bside them,laughin.the 1st lunatic laughed whn he saw me flinched.we walked furthur dwn & the other 1 even foloed my mum in2 dad's car!!!DADDY DIDNT EVEN COME OUT 2 PROTECT US,& smiled at them. -.- wt a lousy fellow.

mediacorp

2009-09-19T21:12:00.010+08:00

Singapore Idol Roadshow
met ezekiel w his mike.he's a stalker,he'd been 2 al sgidol roadshows 2 gt each contestant's autograph.

we were at sembawang shoppin centre attendin the roadshow.

aso met tabitha's sister,serena.& i chatted w saras,their mum.

florenz & jamey love mae sta maria,tabitha & sylvia!

i chatted w gabrielle & she told me she supports evry1.aso,she reali enjoy the experience.her dad knows bout her joinin alr.

tis is khalil's & khalis' brother,4rm sleeq!

syltra lee

sezairi

tabitha hd small kids askin 4 her number!

justin jap is hot & he's gona b a doctor!!!!!!!!!!! smooch!

nurul.

farhan received a whole row of girls' screams.even ezekiel screams 4 the contestants' autographs.

ok anyway nathan hartono signed on his book ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ws talkin 2 a extremely starstrucked irvine.he's flipino & vry smiley.i left my email so tt i cld sen him the fotos.

malaque.the arabian beauty.

my bffffff!duane hv always wanted 2 b a star since i ws real tight w him.seems lyk nw he's hvin more fun thn usual w older ppl.

faizal isa steals a girl's heart.i mus say,he's cuter thn farhan.
mae sta maria!the sexy mixed blood.

top 13 w duane smilin.

siao 987fm dj young!

irvine & i met him at the lobby & we wanted 2 stalk him.he wen lyk,"im goin toilet,u wana come?"

tis is edmond & tts sam.we jus spoke w ezekiel durin the roadshow.

young came out & ran 4 the lift & wen up 2 carpark.he stuck hs tongue out.

eventualy we dcided 2 go 2 mediacorp cos we're a little starstruck.& erm,young happened 2 hon hs car.hs car is purple w a sick car plate!the numbers sounded lyk dirty sexy.hahaha..he poses w tongue again & drove off.
there ws tis sizzlin hot guy in the bus tt i cld nt stop gawkin at.

irvine&i assumed tt tis large bungalow w a big '8' probably represents the rooms used 4 filmin?probably jus a shift of furnitures,change of paint etc.

wt vry nice houses.

mediacorp at caldecott hill.

radiogate

venting machine.
we saw many scribbles 4rm idol fans al but season 1.

siberian husky.irvine's scared of it!we were discussin bout hw 2 bcum a star 1 day.we're both tinkin of headin 2 the US.HOLLYWOOD HERE WE COME!
tis is cedric.the cutest boy ive eva met.he spoke 2 me about pokemon.

cedric : i need more stickers mummy to fill this album.
me : i have all already.
cedric : *giggles* all..jiejie gt all.
me : didnt mummy tell u nt 2 speak 2 strangers?
cedric : x)))))))))
me : wich pokemon u lyk?
cedric : *points & flips pages excitedly*
me : i lyk tis one!so cute.hehe..wats ur name?
cedric : cedric..
me : is tt ur sister?
cedric : yes..
me : hello!
mummy : tell jiejie ur name..
girl : fionta
me : hey fionta!u like the mermaid?
fionta : yes..i like ariel.
me : so clever.
cedric : of course!tts my sister.
me : o.o aww.tts real sweet.

bye!

youqbme

2009-09-13T19:38:00.006+08:00

Sleepover Day 3

evon fong jing wen smiled on cam!so adorable!

wen 2 visit little april & manyu.

apparantly they wanted me 2 accumpany me 2 clean their hamsters' cages.i heard tt many of them died.& they died a horrible gruesome death.

actualy i dun reali lyk hamsters,in fact i reali detest small animals.im extremely terrified of them bcos they're so tiny & SQUASHABLE.

the fongs.i feel lyk a family fren.

qbhse2

2009-09-12T23:22:00.001+08:00

Sleepover Day 2

slpt w shanyi the whole mornin.

woke up early 2 pack.im such a lousy fren.shanbei let me stay bt i chose 2 stay at qinbin's place instead. rise & shine!delifrance breakfas w a weird yawnin alex!

accompanied him 2 apply 4 hs nxt drivin license.
tis is evon.qinyuan's daughter! :] cute riteeeeeeeeeeee? wen bck 2 shanbei's hse 2 take my muggin stuf.

spicy snack wrap!so yummy tt i spilled it on shanbei's room carpet!oh he was so mad!

haha dirty granado espada.shanbei & i cldnt stop laughin.he ws showin me sexy korean dance videos.i wana learn learn!

ruff ruff!

qinbin's iPod touch :]

my pimples are so disgustin.

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i love megan fox.she the sexz & the oooozzzz.

fried wantons by chef qb!SO YUMMMMILY OILY!

sbhse

2009-09-11T20:28:00.003+08:00

Sleepover Day 1
we al cnt stan consecutive critisism compared 2 constructive critisism rite?anyway seems lyk zhenhui cnt fetch me 2day.

muggin at shanbei's place.so i found out tt geniuses lyk him cn watch korean videos al day & nt touch anyth 'chem' or 'physics'.

i dug out shanbei's bday gifts 4rm me.cool th is,he nv even touched it!

a puppy 2 kip u happy al the time!preferably over unhappiness 4rm hm (:

sweet

2009-09-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

Foodie Ride
BREEKS CAFE - MARVELLOUS
what a worthy crave for pasta!felt al 'smiley' 2day.met a SP student tt ws a waiter there.he ws humourous.

EAT!!!

Breeks! Café is an American-styled café tt offers a vry appealin & affordable menu,unique restaurant ambience & exciting kerb appeal aiming at young diners.Their value-priced menu features many American-styled appetisers & entrees,accompanied by a variety of other tasty favourites such as their famous “Half BBQ chicken”,homemade dressings,bountiful salads,great steaks,delectable pastas,desserts and more.Halal-certified.

delectable pastas huh?u bet!!
mine ws the above super tomato spaghetti w sausages.lip-smackin! *eatin leisurely*

ezra hd smokin salmon!it ws so presentable,we were tinkin of hw 2 gob it dwn.

nt 2 mention hw bdly we were stealin each other's bit of spaghetti.

of course there's always room 4 a little tinie bit of ice cream?

ezra : jade stop doing tt!u cnt go ard makin guys steam lyk tt!
me : ??????
ezra : STOP (licks his lips) STOP LICKING!!!
me : 0.0

he said tt whn i drank my soup & repeated it whn i ws savourin my chocolate ice cream.

wen dwn 2 novena 2 mit joel,hd an appointment w my dermatologist :(
stupid clementi clinic doctor gv me steroids,so my hormones raged angrily & there ws a severe pimple outbrk.boo!

joel taught me magnetism al over again.i undastood the chapter so muchhhh beta.isnt the balcony cool or watttt?oh he taught me a maths at the balcony.

while waitin 4 my turn,i ws browsin a magazine & OMG!!!!

I SAW CHURUI'S MSN FOTO xDDDDDDD AWESOMEEEEEEENESSS..

i hd royaltine hazelnut cake 4rm andersons.joel is such a parsimonious 'gentleman'.he cn nv live w me,i swear.

MAGNETISM ROCKS!

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Pepper lunch - OISHI!
chinghwee invited me 2 celebrate hs bday w hs family.hw sweet.chingyang is such a cutie.i stil heart him :]

nv hd pepper lunch.its soooooooooooooo tasty!!!!1 of my top fav!

happy birthday chinghwee!

meganfox

2009-09-07T23:00:00.010+08:00

I love you beth cooper
OMG OMG OMG I MET ADRIAN PANG FOR THE 3RD TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE.

i ws at jurong lickin icecream (: at 1st the foto ws blur,he ws in a rush 2 mediacorp 4 work.so he said he looked beta blurrish.thn i took wif him again.

ok anyway,wen 2 catch 'i love you beth cooper' w bday boy,qinbin & laiyin (: tis is nt beth cooper,tis is megan fox.WE LOVE MEGAN FOX...........

hehe,ws super narcastic. D:

armyopenhse

2009-09-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

Army Open House
NS MEN ARE ALL HOT.

ws out wif kelvin the whole day.wen 2 gawk & drool at the hunky,sweaty men.

joel!infantry ws awesome!!!i wanted 2 ask 4 a guy's number. :O

wen 2 take a ride at the safari.

lookin at the dogs reali encourage me 2 smile more & more & more (:

defence by air,water & land.

wgsidol(undone)

2009-08-25T20:59:00.002+08:00

Overrated
i'll understand.i always do.
thank that class for jeering,singing lousily with me & scolding me when i was on stage,i deserved it.blame myself for eating curry chicken rice last thursday,& not reading my facebook replies last night,those people who supported me,encouraged me.especially derek who told me that i need confidence,too bad i didnt read.because maybe i wouldnt be distracted today.sorry 3T1,no idea why i sounded much better backstage according to you guys.sorry to some modern dancers & people who attended Yesterday's rehearsal,didnt know why i sounded much better during rehearsal according to you guys too.

ahahaha no comments.i just dont understand why the voice in your mind can be so different from your voice in reality.weird huh?
thank you true friends & honest people.
cannot believe that 1st audition,judges say ive good pitching.
2nd audition is really my fault,curry chicken rice,really my bad.

"You've really nice hair,Yeah,you're really beautiful." - 1st person ever said it verbally.i ws completely stunned.
"WOW JADE.SUPERB VOICE.GREAT!!!NO SERIOUSLY,REALLY VERY GOOD!*thumbs up*" - 3T1 ppl backstage wif feeza,aqilah & rusde.
"You definitely do look local.like a 'freak',(russell peters' joke) freak = french + greek." - 1st person tt said i looked lyk a mixed french&greek,bt it ws a joke.eurasian he said.

91.3FM,only listen to the good.
tmr's gona b a longggggggggggggggg day.

wgsidolaudition

2009-08-13T21:41:00.003+08:00

Woodgrove Idol Audition
i rmbed a pun i found out on tuesday.ITS HILARIOUS.I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR.i wen around scoldin ppl bcos i ws patriotic lately.LIKE HOW CAN YOU NOT TAKE THE PLEDGE DURING PLEDGE MOMENT?

&&&& ezra said..
"okok look.the reason why we take the pledge & dont take the pledge is because we're singaporeans."

*long 3 minutes pause*
me : *paused* oh....OH!!!!
&& U WILL HEAR A DEAFENING - WAIT FOR IT...WAIT FOR IT...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

WAHLAO,DAMN FUNNY.
shahirah : hahaha typical singaporeans.

oh,gues wt ms nora said.she's 1 COOL joker.reali.
ms nora : ok,let's read the passage 2gther.highlighter on.

wait wait,lemme repeat.

highLIGHTER ON!
GET IT GET IT GET IT???!???!?!?!?!hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!cnt stop laughin.whn i laughed,i made jasmine & shahirah laughed.& we both laughed for 5 whole minutes until ms nora told me i gt the laughin virus.

HAHAHA IT'S CALLED HA1HA2!!!thn i laughed al by myself alr.i wish shahirah's readin tis.

2day i wen 2 the wgs idol audition wif michelline,khalil & khalis.
shimin ws there.we waited 4 quite a while,thn shimin told us tt she sang 2 songs.as haikel wen in,the judges came out & took a 3mins brk.thn he gt in bt didnt gt in.if u gt wt i mean.stallin 4 time,ive been peepin in2 the ava rm,watchin sum officer briefin the ncc guys.khalil gt in!he sang 'my girl'.

i ws shakin alr.bt nt so much.
mr justin : JADE LEE!
shawal : wt cls r u in?
me : 4E1.
mr justin : jade,uve nv auditioned b4 rite?las yr?in any of the yrs actualy.
me : no
mr justin : yeah cos i dun rmb cin u.
ms seow : wt song r u goin 2 sing 4 us?
me : erm.do i hv 2 sing the hole song?
ms seow & shawal : nono..jus a part..ur favourite part...the chorus..yeah.
me : okay..im goin 2 sing 'lucky' by Britney Spears.

mr justin ws dancin along.weird 2 c the band alumnus,shawal there as judge.my voice ended abruptly.opps.

mr justin : *paused* huh?i ws jus gtin excited!
shawal : haha!!
ms seow : okok..sing 4rm the start 2 the end of the chorus..
me : sing~

'early morning,she wakes up.knock knock knock on the door.it's time to wake up,perfect smile,lalalalalalalala(giggles by judges & myself).*pause*& they say..(no jade no!!!)isn't she lucky?this hollywood girl..& they say..she's so lucky,she's a star but she cry cry cry in her lonely heart thinkin,if there's nothing missing in my life,then why do this tears come at night?'

shawal : wow jade..are you from the choir?
me : ya..
ms seow & shawal knuckled,& said : haha see!knew it!take that!hahaha
me : (:
ms seow : ok jade,you've got good pitching.& i like the fact that you can think fast,during that part when you forgot your lyrics.
shawal : yeah.
ms seow : ya i think spontaneity is very important on stage.& you've got it.which is good! :]
shawal : yes,i totally agree that you have a great voice.
mr justin : can i say she also have good looks?
judges : *laugh*
ms seow : alright,it's a yes for me.shawal?
shawal : yes.
mr justin : definitely,yes!

shawal : congratulations,download the -1 of the song you're gonna sing the next round.do you know what a -1 is?
me : no..
shawal : means like live..
ms seow : like karaoke version of your song.
judges : thanks..alright..bye..

khalis gt in too!hmm..shall gt the fotos 4rm them. ^^

jio

2009-08-12T19:46:00.004+08:00

Miss Panda Singapore
afta my heart ws broken by lianhao,i seriously hd slples nites & endless tears.he's such a useless bes fren,i swear.he's totaly ignorin me!!!gaaaaaaahhhhh.thn i ws clled ms panda singapore by ivan 4 nth.ok,mayb reali sumth.
GOD IM SO JEALOUS OF THE NERDS IN MY CLASS.they burnt midnight oils & nv hd dark rings!

heeeeeee i love charmaine.simply bcos she always makes me feel good whneva i dun feel gd.

charmaine,tis is 4 u! :D
&&&&& we were laughin & bitchin on phone jus las nite,ok actualy deep dwn inside,the reason y im gtin closer 2 her ws bcos....

SHE HAS A NEW BOYFRIEND BUT I WANT HER.
*stares angrily at junyu*

it ws the 11th hr whn i touched jasmine's physics SPA file,managed 2 read up briefly on the experiment of rebound height of pingpongballs.i lost tt piece of shit,bt managed 2 gt the overall concept.i wonder if it ws the colour of my bra tt brought me luck.

PHYSICS SPA - the 1 i las read
gona buy tt coloured bra 4rm nw on.

if i say im nt studyin at al,im serious lyin.i ws bout 2 read up on acids & bases..bt i ws damn distracted.

recess - i wana tll tis person hw mesmerizin hs sparklin eyes r..
sumtimes us,girls play hard 2 gt & we jus dun express it bt jus at 1 corner,u might c me tryin my bes 2 make goo-goo eyes wif tis 1 person in the entire skul of 1500++ wif thos mysterious yet dreamy eyes.

its the eyes,the law of chemistry.
& suddenly whn tis pair of eyes looked bck at u...

WHAT A YUMMY EYE LOLLIPOP!
hey ppl,hv u seriously tried thos halloween huge 'eye-candies'?I SWEAR OK,IVE SEEN THEM B4.ITS SO COOL!!!I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!

"hey jade,can i get your number?for a while?"
"(*screams!!!!!*OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!)oh erm.ok.."*pause*takes out handphone.."OH!!!!bt my handphone's confiscated.*bites lips*"

& b4 i cld say anyth..
"*chuckles* ok then,nevermind."

SILLY ME,NO MORE EYECANDIES :(

charmaine says im crazy,crazy over her i tink.OMG SHE TINKS IM BISEXUAL.i scared off the horny bastards on fb tllin them im complete lesbo.ITS DARN FUNNY YA!

OMGOMG EYECANDY CAME BACK.charmaine ws blockin me!nono,i ws hidin bhind charmaine..
"hey!can i have..ah..*long shuffling*ah..i need ur hotmail.."
OMGOMG EYECANDY NEEDS ITmy hands were sweaty,mingzhu cocked sumth."she say u vry shuai~.wah OMG DAMN WET SIAH UR HANDS.SO NERVOUS UH?"hahaha mingzhu's such a cutie.

"eh u sen me later can?my hp's nt wrkin.*chuckles*send me her hotmail."
charmaine : he nv asked any1 4 their number b4,im serious.sure gt motive.

as if.
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OH-EM-GEE.
watched a brief part bout the singapore idol auditions.duane,my p6 bes fren!!!HE GOT IN!!!sigh,i ws so envious whn i saw him dancin wif hs girlfriends.thos were the days,whn we sang & danced in cls,durin p5 ndp rehearsal.he mentioned sumth i didnt tink ive heard it b4.

duane : when i was in primary school,i sang so much tt 1 of my classmate's mother actually complained to my mother.

really? 0.0,hw cum i didnt noe?
ok,well,at least he mentioned primary skul! :]
it ws jealousy watchin ur own bes frens hv bes frens 4rm their own secondary skuls,bein closer 2 them thn u.Bt ive truly always missed them deep dwn inside & wished i hd more time 4 them.no matter hw much shanbei's tryin 2 convince me tt 6tru cnt b reunited wif tt same closenes anymre,i wil always try & try & try again.

MY MAID IS SO BIASED,& HONESTLY I FEEL SO INSECURE.
i mean,dun lie girls.u seriously cn stan ur own BLOOD SISTER bitchin wif ur maid?ur own BLOOD SISTER tllin u tt ur frens r al prettier thn u?EVERY SINGLE DAY?esp. whn ur maid is stil an outsider,u trit her family bt she wans 2 trit u lyk shit cos she claims tt u trit her lyk shit & she's tritin other beauties lyk princesses.bullshit.

talk bout low self-esteem.*rolls eyes*

ndp2009

2009-08-09T23:54:00.001+08:00

NDP 2009
it was long day.for more photos,go to my facebook.
new friends,missed the millitary policemen.
really regretted not finding them & take photos with them.

*sigh*

my new found true & best friend,like no other.

blog until o's r over.pay first,play later.

ndppreview(undone)

2009-08-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

NDP PREVIEW 2009
will blog after 'o' levels.
pay first,play later.

this is the 1st time i took photo with a 'ghost'.
3 ghosts actually.
:D

ndpneshow32009

2009-07-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

NDP NE SHOW 3
i shld agree wif mos of u tt life wifout a handphone cn b vry troublesum on tis modern technologically advanced planet.bcos of a '5months-confiscated-period',ive lost sum of my 'damn-difficult-to-contact' frens,ive nv smsed my whole new bunch of frens so im nt reali frens wif them,ive aso borrowed strangers' handphones 2 make urgent calls 2 my V.I.Ps in my life,& aso irritated the hell out of even the 'bestest' frens bcos they were worried bout their phone bills.

OK,IM GOIN RETRO.no hp!wt cn i do?
2day i pathetically waited 4 lianhao 4 an hr,borrowed 3 strangers' hps & stil unreachable.hd tori karagee(its stil my fav afta so many yrs!) at sukiya.ive nv seen sukiya,nv entered sukiya.SUKI YA IS SO COOL~!hmm,i shld brin 6tru 4 buffet there sumday.its lyk 'soup buffet'.u jus choose the food & cook them urself!

cool rite?G.S.T ws worth it

aso waited 4 anthony,kangjie,liyang & eunice 4 another hr!YAY IM SO PATIENT.hahaha,i ws strollin,laughin at funny ppl,smilin at sweet couples,OHOH!I MET THIS SUPER FRIENDLY BUNCH OF MALAY PPL.the girl totaly borrowed me her hp wifout any frowns,wif smiles even.she furthur brightened my day.soon they arrived,kangjie's sunglasses made him look so hot,bt he didnt lyk 2 take fotos.aww.managed 2 find out tt lianhao ws wif hs parents,& he told roy bout it.bt i gues roy cldnt contact me,bcos i ws lyk 80% unreachable.

afta enterin the F1 pix 4 lyk half an hr,anthony & the res left me alone.AHAHAHAHA.

managed 2 watch the dancers of chapter 5.i rmbed the moves of the 'macarina',stil a few vivid images of me shakin my booty durin new yr's eve's parties at chijmes whn i ws lyk a little kid.reali missed bein young,& enjoyin the family warmth.

twin ariel ws kind enuf 2 accumpany me & borrowed me her hp.tried 2 talk ths out,bt kinda failed?loneliness nv felt tis great.hvin been such a socialite 4 long,it feels weird at 1st bt peaceful in the end.started chattin wif cedargirls' marshal,junwei.cldnt hlp bt laugh wif ariel.

tis girl came up 2 me & asked if i ws ariel's sister.so she ws vry confused.

girl : r u serious?r u reali ariel's sister?
me : no.
ariel : YES!!!YES SHE IS..HAHAHAHAHAHA
me : ok fine i am..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
girl : ????so r u reali sisters?ok..its lyk..u both look the same bt sumhw i aso feel lyk u both look different.
me : nono.im reali her sister.
girl : wts ur surname?
me : LEE...(ariel mouthed,"say brown.brown.")ahahahaha hey ariel,wts ur surname again?
girl : ???
ariel : AHAHAHA...
me : OKAY IM JADE LEE BROWN..NONO,BROWN JADE LEE!!!AWESOME!!HAHAHAHAHA
ariel : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
girl : ok...i believe tt both of u r sisters bt i aso dun blive.
junwei : huh so wts the difference?
us :
girl : bcos she laughs more unglam bt ariel's more glam..
junwei : bt i feel tt ariel's louder.. -.-
ariel : GLAM?U CLL THIS GLAM?HW 2 LAUGH GLAM?(tried 2 laugh discreetly bt didnt realised she ws stil laughin crazily.)
junwei : haha.
girl : SO R U 2 REALI SISTERS?
me : NO,YES,NO,YES..NO...confused?
girl : ok forget it...

her name's serene.ariel's fren,geraldine came 2 us too.shared pizza wif junwei,chatted wif him & al.i thought he ws vegetarian bcos he ws munchin on the vegetarian 1s.thn he didnt lyk the crust,bt the crust ws the bes!"i mean,hu eats it?","ME!!!gif me gif me!"thn tis marshal came & warned junwei 2 stop bein too sociable 2 cedar girls.it ws funny bt i reminded him tt i wsnt 4rm cedar!haha..so i gues NS men gt in2 trouble whn they're too close wif the girls,=sexual harassment.rofl.

ariel took tis unglam shot whn i ws eatin & junwei clearin rubbish.i began chattin wif the girls as junwei gt busy.they were tllin ariel & i hw identical we reali look & al.

ariel wanted 2 camwhore bt i ignored her.'

she stil love seein ppl unglam.pft!

ariel's frens were camwhorin on the road.they were so cute.

i reali love these 2 fotos,they look reali professional & modellicious,referrin 2 the fotos reali.yum!patriotic bright red!

ariel : omg i look so unglam!!!

fotographer : is tis ok?sexy lah. :]

ariel : i wan 2 take fotos wif jade okaaaayyyyy...*beams*

fren : omg i look so unglam
ariel : extra lah..
me : ahaha!!!

2 girls approached ariel & i.
girl 1 : r u both reali sisters?
ariel : omg yes.hahahaha!!

thn sum girl came over & claimed tt we werent sisters.
girl 3 : huh i told u al tt they both arent sisters already.
girl 2 : oh bcos both of u r pretty & look so alike..
ariel : hahahaha ok!!!thank you!!!
me : hahaha im nt reali,bt we're reali nt sisters..wana take a foto wif us?
girls : no..hehehe...*runs away*

i swear they're such an adorable pair.*giggles*

tis is it,i told myself.given a 2nd chance 2 watch the NE show again,i shld cherish tis time & take less fotos.aso,i tink iansoo's reali in it 2day in drumfest! :] vernetta lopez wsnt here though,she ws gtin married 2 her british fiance,saw it on the newspaper,she sure looks different there.

tis time there're 12 redlions.1 more thn NE show 2.

funny 2 c other singaporeans' reactions.they were vry different 4rm the P5s.P5s laughed at the lamest ths & sarcastic jokes.adults hweva,were more serious.nt many of us participated in the marina wave.its quite sad.

i ws seated alone wif 2 empty seats bside me.at 1st,i wen 2wards the green sector & didnt dare 2 take the empty seats.so i wen up 2 1 of the army's men.he wen over 2 a female usher & explained briefly.the usher hd an extra blue ticket bt i requested on sittin in the green sector.the army guy hd a golden heart,he used the ticket & gt a funpack 4 me.it ws vry sweet of him & i reali appreciated tt.sittin alone,it ws vry awkward 4 me 2 do the marina wave,bt it felt great bcos the hole sea of ppl sittin on the promenade were lyk family!

the recordin vocals 4rm the choir were 4rm anglo-chinese junior college!i gues jonathon's in it?plus,i aso found out tt cedar girls' consisted of ppl 4rm other cca groups,so i gues tts y even the hole singapore hs a bd impression of choir.bcos the choir nv sings durin ndp :/

Storytelling & Puppetry!

p.s,i stil tink the Sang Nila Utama Puppet looks im-ba.

i reclled hw badly i laughed wif nicholas whn the puppet ws dancin.its reali cute!!!!!

hah!im no longer jumpin up whn the bomb ws blasted!

the performers evacuatin.cn u c hw many empty seats there r??ppl wif no tickets cld hv jus sneaked in,so sad 2 c so many empty seats.oh well,tis ne show were meant 4 the performers' frens & families.too bd lianhao gv away hs tickets 2 hs parents & chinghwee too.i amos 4gt tt qinbin's brother might b in tis!hahaha...

ok more cannons.

tis is actualy 1 of my favourite chapters bcos of the videos & the way they conveyed hw they'll defend singapore.

The parade started 'earlier',cos the sun ws nt dwn yet!i rmbed the 1st time i watched wif nicholas & the parade felt lyk it ws durin night time.

i aso realised tt tis yr,rain didnt poured dwn as much as it did las yr & a few yrs ago too.mayb tis yr ndp wld nv b wet anymore!

hah nicholas!!!!i managed 2 take the 3 jets tis time due 2 timin :] god its stil so loud..

Chapter 4 = More puppets!!!!

tis time i ws shakin & dancin myself.

i aso tink i jus realised tt in the cubes,YOUNG KIDS were playin the drums.

i missed the technician i met las wk :/

i sang along,al by myself,out loud.i love gayle & kelvin,they're an awesome duet.she stil looks stunnin & she hs a beta voice thn any singaporean.

in chapter 9,i loved the violin,the classical music ruled it al.

ohoh,MISTER JADE ws the 1 tt ws playin the bass.he's quite gd-lookin ^^.selena tang ws so graceful & elegant.oh well,she's supposed 2 b rite?

finale again!!!

aww tis is evry1's favourite part!

afta the show ended at 8.30pm,nt evry1 left bcos they stayed around 2 take fotos wif the participants.i passed a gift via an usher.& i took fotos too b4 i left.met an alumnus though.

puppets on the right,cn u spot mr & mrs raffles?

met these cuties hu were vry willin 2 take fotos & extremely frenly.

awww,ndp mood.

nostalgia nostalgia,missed thos times.

Happy Birthday In Advance,Singapore.

origami

2009-07-24T19:32:00.001+08:00

Life's Good!
21/7
ive been decorating ths lately,'ve been in2 photoframes,reminds me of my childhood.

mayb i shld take up interior design 1 day instead of complainin hw much my hse looks plain borin.oh,& i 4gt tt i shldnt talk 2 strangers too.

guy : 请问你是新加坡人吗？

u c ppl,if i dun look lyk a chinese,thn y do u ask me sumth in chinese?tis guy ws confused bcos of my half second pause.bt i didnt intentionally nt reply him,i ws walkin past him?!
me : ya..???
guy : Are you a singaporean? (& he probably didnt hear me... -_-")
me : ya..
guy : oh..so you're studying?
me : ya..
guy : ok nevermind, bye..

ws i vry dao? D: im so sorraaa~y,i didnt mean 2!im nt a thick-skinned person,so obviously the 1st th tt came up 2 my mind ws tt he ws probably doin a survey wif a team.& i ws rite!i met 2 charming american dudes tt i saw jus ytd wif jasmine!they both wore a somewhat-like pilot uniform.bt i tink they were cumin 4rm republic poly.

china guy : 那。。你在这里多久了？
handsome american : uh...我两个星期前就到了新加坡..

handsome american stammerin in chinese.i hd 2 giggle,due 2 the weird accent.hs fren apparantly caught me red-handed.bt of course i stopped whn i noticed him.thn he stared at me 4rm where i ws walkin past handsome american & him.hmmm dream guy....probably sum1 american chinese,jus caucasian actualy,speakin fluent cantonese/chinese.communication wld go well,unlyk hw ppl tink of the west,tt these ang-mohs communicate intimately.tts a false statement!

taught florenz hw 2 fold a star,she's diggin in2 origami.plus i ws preparin sum1's bday gift,hope it wldnt b too troublesome.

she learnt hw 2 fold roses 4rm my mum,i reali lyk the roses.& i ws learnin hw 2 fold cranes too.

22/7 - cos' its you & me..

hd chinese listening comprehension practice earlier durin reces,bcos our final paper 4 chinese,wich is the 'o' level chinese listenin compre wld b at 3pm.nt vry confident tt i'll do well in chinse,as always,bt i do stay optimistic afta 2day's inspiring chinese language passage.evry1 especially the guys,were showin awed faces & motivated applause.tis is wt the author said.sorry 2 the non-chinese if ure readin tis.

快乐是属于那些坚强与乐观的人的。
每当遇到一个问题，换个角度，换种方式来看待事情。
谁不会一边伤心，一边学会坚强呢？失败了，要相信阳光的存在。不是每一场雨后就会出现彩虹的。但乌云走后，阳光总会在风雨后一直照着的..

When rain falls,always remind yourself that the sunshine comes afterwards,& it will never stop coming back.That sun,is your source of energy & your pursuit to happiness.

2day xinni noticed my rose earrins.they were bright blue.
xinni : wow..u like blue so much..
me : hw do u noe?! :O
xinni : very obvious..ur bag aso blue..ur hairband blue..ur earrins aso blue..haha...

gustaff : do u noe hu is jingxiang a nt?the fat fat horny 1.alexi's fren.he tll me,u noe tt time the open hs rite?he say he lyk the wear big big spectacles 1,he say u vry chio..
me : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

ndpneshow2009

2009-07-19T00:39:00.002+08:00

National Day's NE Show 2009
IT'S BEEN A YEAR NDPeeps!18/7/2009
i've met new friends 4rm ndp2009.its damn cool 2 noe tt ian is participatin in ndp too!despite kipin my high-strung mood,my clothes were more jaunty 2day.or perhaps,my 'dress'.so much 4 bein 'classy' huh?wt fun we al hd been itnerant!we didnt even complain!when i gt out at cityhall interchange,i saw a familiar face,bt i cldnt confirm he ws tt guy.he took out hs earpiece & ws lookin at my direction,he might b,bt i knew i ws late by half an hr,& so i ws searchin high & low 4 besf nicholas.perhaps im no longer hs besf bcos he totaly ticked me off.immediately i drooped.*sigh*

brisk-walked al the way 2 marina square due 2 the drizzle,& aso hvin me b sooooo apologetic.thn nicholas showed me sumth on the newspaper.he ws tlin me tt ndp09's so different,"they hv ppl in these cubes.can u c?"awed,i screamed,"OH WOOWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!THAT IS SO COOOOOOOO~L!"gv nic hs belated bday present.its weird 2 watch the receiver open ur present & read the card.yeah so we sat & chatted.ws pretty dejected afta wt he said :/ soon,i ws fine.i cldnt b sad 4 the hole day rite?at least i noe tt roy undastans.marina square hd perks,we wen in2 vry interestin shops tt sold vry interestin stuf.didnt c cous jon at work 2day,or mayb i ws too early at fourskin.at 1pm,anthony & the res were late,we cldnt find them anywhere.

i ws a lil starved.nic ws kind enuf 2 cover the hole chocolate exhibition at lvl 1.i ws salivatin at the dark chocolates.whilst beginnin 2 search,we happened 2 mit anthony,liyang & roy!wt a laugh!couple of jokes there,i cldnt stop laughin.thn opposite me,i saw a familiar face again.tis time,even more familiar,lyk similar or mayb congruent.prayin tt my left eye hd the perfect vision,i hope i c the face clearly.he put dwn hs black bag & stood there,lookin dwn 4rm lvl 2.thn again,i reali thought he might hv noticed me.bt i cldnt guarantee.so we wen up,might bumped in2 him on the way.anthony led us the wrong way,the guy ws gone.wen up 2 foodcourt.i stil rmbed the time,shimin,amanda,shiphrah,jieyi,huihan,suxian & me sittin outside the foodcourt & xperiencin the night breeze.it ws so relaxin & refreshin.wen 2 the table we probably hv sat on.

whn nic & i wen in2 the foodcourt,i saw the guy in green!sittin there,glancin,smsin.LOL!i waved bt he didnt c :/ nic ws so funny,i swear."where where??i wanna see.who??which guy??what guy??","y dun u spot the hottest anywhere?haha.."& so i left as i craved 4 my yang tau fu.told the res bout him,so i actualy wen out again.he ws gone immediate regret of my dao-ness.rofl!lunched & jus nt long later,i saw him again.
me : oh my god.i tink tt's him.
nic : anddddd?????go now lah!

me : hey!i came...(received a box of laurent bernard chocolates)oh wow...hahah i didnt noticed,it ws camouflaged by ur shirt.cos they're both green.yeah.oh anyway,i came out again bt u were gone.
lianhao : oh cos' i wanted 2 gt u sumth..so i jus wen out 2 look 4 erm..sumth..ya..
me : hahaha...i waved 2 u & u didnt c.i thought u were mad.
lianhao : huh?no im nt..erm..u cn go bck & hv ur lunch wif ur frens..u hvnt finish eatin rite?
me : hw did u noe?omg..
lianhao : i jus happened 2 sit directly opp. al of u..yeah..

i ws so freaked out,hmm i wondered if he stalked.he probably saw me ate the free chocolate & so he bought them.hw sweet.so we chatted while i ate my food.he made me laugh a lot,plenty of compliments.actualy girls,imagine ur current boyfriend whisperin sweet-nothins al the time,w/o fail,lovin u lyk he nv loved u b4,lyk al the 1st times...good right?ohoh.lianhao's jus a fren :] he ws tlin me bout ndp as i asked many questions.he told me tt there ws tis chapter th.16 chapters he counted.hmm,wonder wt they're al bout.im so ndp-crazed nw!he's reali nice,& funny! "i tink evry1's lookin at u.im serious,c tt guy bhind u?(turned)he jus turned,oh so sorry.hahah!"

i cldnt hlp bt laugh loudly.nic ws tllin me earlier,"cn u pls laugh more discreetly?"anthony,"i tink it's vry hard 4 her.."okok,ladylike me!HAHAHA,bt i do hv quirks k ppl?!lyk lady-but-gaga.lmao.wen 2 look 4 my frens.roy & i were actin,it ws so hilarious tt i made lianhao laughed too!jokers ^^ the guys were runnin away 4rm us :/

waved goodbye,guess i'll c him per4min later.so we headed dwn 2 singapore flyer 2 mit eden & the ndpchoir at the F1 pix.i rmbed hw the ndpchoir used 2 walked along tis pathway,along thos rocky pathways tt made clumsy ppl lyk me fell.

missed ndp 2008 so so much.

the greek theatre!

oh the cubes in the floatin platform tt nic told me bout.cool rite??met eden at 2.20pm.

oh wow,new hairstyle.eden felt tt nic hd grown taller,in fact,i tink he 4gt nic ws taller thn him al along.took a 10mins walk in2 the F1 pix.

eden : so hw old r u nw?15,16?
me : im 16 nw.O levels
eden : oh so ure takin o's nw huh?so u intend 2 go 2 jc or poly?
me : poly,i wana take biomedical science course.
eden : oh i c.so tts y u wana go 2 poly?cool.
me : so uve been in singapore al along?& ure participatin in ndp again?
eden : yeayea,bcos of NS.actualy im jus the the co-choreographer.

it's so cool!ive nv reali seen much of F1 pix b4.so we managed 2 take a sneakpeek bhind the scenes of ndp2009.saw the ndp choir,im sure the girls lyk their outfits compared 2 hw we hated ours.bcos they hd short skirts & nicholas ws disgusted at sum...HAHAHAHA!!!!!eden reclled ndp events lyk the ndp surprise & he misundastood tt i organised it.he gv me a thumb-up.he 4gt hw shiphrah looked lyk,so i showed him the sentosa vid."yeah actualy she ws the 1 hu came out wif the dance.i came out wif the flowers & boards.","oh?wow tt's great.i stil hv it at my hse.yeah."he ws askin us bout sylvia,it ws weird bcos we thought he ws stil close 2 her,& he thought tt mr lennie jus gt married.we saw willowy ms lim again!im so glad 2 c her.

chatted wif mslim & eden.met eden's fren hu ws in ndp 2008 too.bt i didnt rmb him.eden ws tllin him,"tis is jade,they are al 4rm the ndp choir las yr.she ws the 1 hu organised the ndp surprise wif her frens."thn hs fren wen lyk,"oh is she vry commandin?"twice.at 1st,i didnt gt it,bcos he's a stranger nw.2ndly,i wondered y he said tt,did he meant bossy?thn tt wil b so wrong.i ws tllin ms lim tt she seemed taller.thn she told me i looked lyk tis flipino girl clled Ariel.& Ariel's in the choir.i told ms lim tt my maid mentioned 1nce tt i resembled the flipino-italian,alexandra de rosie,'the maid' main actress.ms lim laughed."wts her name again?","ariel.u noe ariel the mermaid?hahaha!"thn i wondered if she hd red hair.

"really?where?"i asked curiously.bcos i ws nt surprised,bensee told me i resembled aisha.amongst the ppl,i saw tis pretty malay girl hu smiled at me.i gues she thought i ws smilin at her.apparantly,i ws jus smilin.hahah...ms lim ws tllin eden tt i resembled alot lyk ariel."oh yeah...i jus realised..oh,ure gona c her.lyk ur mirror image,ur twin..0.0"thn ms lim brought Ariel!& Ariel ws tt 'malay' girl!!!close-up,i ws reali shocked.her irises were probably 1mm wider thn mine,they hd a slightly lighter shade of brown thn mine.she hd a wide forehead lyk me,her complexion ws well-taken care of.she ws pretty!!!

therethere,the beauty.nt me,her.wanted 2 take fotos wif ms lim bt ms lim & eden insisted we took a foto 2gther 1st.even the guys were awed.nicholas ws lyk,"REALLY LOOK LIKE YOU LEH!!!"ahahaha.im nt sure,bt i rmbed both of us kpt praisin tt,"oh no she's prettier!"ms lim,"cute lah both of u."

hmm..i gues i reali looked dark.otherwise facebook frens wldnt hv mistaken me as a malay.even ariel tinks im mixed.nicholas added in,"YA YA.she's russian."& ARIEL TOTALLY BELIEVED.GOD DAMN FUNNY I SWEAR!rmb the time whn i said russia hd the mos beautiful women & nic reali felt tt 1 funfair pic of me looked russian-ish.god,i ws so honoured.i reali felt tt she hd the same smile as me.omg we're lyk so close alr.immediately exchanged contacts & chatted HELL LOTS.many girls were smilin at us.they were fascinated at hw identical we reali were.

saw marchin contingents singin proudly & loudly in unison.it ws so awesome & nic mentioned he spotted hs alumnus.

it ws makeup time 4 dear ariel,twin.eden ws gawkin at her,"nw u noe hw u'll look lyk whn u put makeup."i wanted 2 say 'ew' bcos i dun apply makeup,bt out of respect 4 ariel,i held bck.bt makeup reali hs its magic,jus tt i dun hv 2 use it nw.afta ariel's done,eden ws so amazed & stunned by her beauty."WOOOW."nicholas & the guys were kinda shocked bcos i gues its our 1st time cin eden's reaction afta lookin at a pretty girl.whilst i kpt sayin she's prettier,eden frowned,"aaaah..!".opps.

so tis is wt they're gona do!sing,dance,change flaps.lyk 2 yrs ago.tis yr the choreographer ws andrew kor.he looked strict & firm.eden ws tllin him tt we're 4rm las yr's ndpchoir.at 3.45pm,we left.

i rmbed teachin the other skuls' choreography leaders the byebyebye dance here.

managed 2 c the '21-gun' cannons & i sang '21guns' by greenday.haha.

we saw huge 'origami-paper' boats.didnt noe wt they were 4.saw 2 of them.& 2 huge balloons,al at the sea.hmm,hw i wish sum1 wld take me up the singapore flyer 1 day on a romantic valentine's day night 4 dinner.

the clock ws tickin 2 4pm.anthony & the res were bout 2 leave.i thought nicholas wld accumpany me.*sigh*in the marina promenade again(i missed ndp!!),we hd a hard time 2 cross 2 our blue sector bcos we werent allowed 2.i wanted 2 sit wif wdp so bdly.bt eden did mention bout the boats nearer 2 the blue sector.i aso rmbed tt its the bes place 2 c the fireworks.caught up wif sum ushers.their instructions were al vry different & we were vry vry lost.

usher 1 : sry,u guys hv 2 go dwn if u guys wan 2 cross 2 the blue sector.bcos no1 is allowed 2 cross over.so go dwn,& go 2 the buildin on the far right.
us : ok.(wen dwn)
blue section ws blocked,wen 2 yellow sector 4 hlp.
me : erm.initially,we were told 2 go dwn bcos we cldnt cross 2 the nxt blue sector.bt the pathway is blocked.cn u hlp us?
afta much long xplanations,we were stil nt alowed 2 go up.& i totaly undastan,i reali reali do.so the nxt usher came.
usher 3 : cn i hlp?
nic : ok look,we wen out 2 buy drinks & nw we wana gt bck 2 the blue sector bt the place is blocked.
usher 3 : where r ur tickets rite?

i ws frustrated cos usher 2 hd asked alot.
me : OK LOOK.our fren is at the blue sector wif her p5 kids.so we didnt take our tics whn we left.we jus wen out 2 gt drinks.
usher 3 : thn hw did u guys gt in?ok..thn didnt u guys take ur funpacks?
me : it's wif her!!!we only wen out 2 gt drinks!
usher 3 : bt wifout tickets,im afraid its reali hard 2 gt in again..
me : ok nic..gues we'll jus go home thn...*shrugs*
usher 3 : kk..gif me a min..
army guy : hey..so u guys dun hv ur tickets wif u?
me : yes
army guy : thn may i suggest u guys walk straight 2 tt staircase at the front & turn right?cos ya,its nt alowed 2 cross 2 the other colour sectors.
me : thank u so much.
nic : never buyin drinks again.never!

as we walked,3 ushers 4rm our left told us 2 turn left.we were so pissed,tt we reali jus talked bck."we were told 2 go there."nic said.i ws laughin at hs 'fierceness'.sat at the las row bcos it ws too crowded wif the p5 kids! :]

our lion city.

the big balls!

the new floatin platform!extended as wt eden described,closer 2 the audience,nt reali above water level anymore.the cubes,the big eye & staircase!!!SO AWESOME!the big eye ws cool whn sum1 ws typin on the screen,sharin a convo wif us.askin the kids 2 sing a birthday song & al.& aso mentionin tt they'll airconditioned the promenade.it's vry cute,nic & i were laughin lyk crazy.lianhao clled us & ws checkin wif us.ahaha nic ws angry at me 4 wastin hs prepaid.paid him $4 then.so stingy :/ kidding!!!

hey i spotted chinghwee!hahaha,he ws a ndp usher too.& he's takin care of the blue sector.yay!!!

our hosts tis yr : gurmit singh,mark lee,suhaimi yusof,vernetta lopez,& michelle chong again!!!actualy i dun tink we were reali hyped up cos the motivators only came out 4 a vry vry short while!

ws given butter sugar roll by the fairvale p5 kids!gosh,they were so adorable & sweet!i wana hug them.

sg drumfest!OMG,IAN'S IN THIS ONE.i didnt notice tt they were the ppl usin the greek theatre tis yr.i saw them earlier.they're reali brightly coloured & their costumes looked so attractive!

HEY NDPeeps!REMEMBER THE RED LIONS?they're droppin 4rm the bck tis yr,jus directly above me & nicholas AGAIN!

look it's dusk alr!

the combined schools' choir & drumfest combined!oh plsssss,nic & i were so envious bcos the choir only shook their hands!!!!& no singin!!bt they were huge.600 tis yr.

tis yr's ndp ws more hilarious,definitely beta wif jokers lyk gurmit,suhaimi & mark.michelle chong ws stil cute.

Chapter 1 - What did he see?

al bout Sang Nila Utama.the puppet looks damn im-ba.swearrr.

tis technician ws friendly.hehe,new acquaintance!i ws laughin at the sounds he ws controllin.

sang nila utama found the merlion & saved us all.awwww.haha,i shant type much.later i'll b clled a spoiler.

Chapter 2 - Defending our homeland
al bout terrorist attack tis time,& aso a hysterical video of the hosts.where al the men servin the country.

technician played a 'boom' sound,it ws so loud,i jumped up my seat.the technicians laughed loudly at me.boo! :( actualy,nic aso told them tt im such a scary-cat.there ws tis cool part whn the helicopter threw victims dwn the sea.

the ambulance,fireengine came & saved sum choir members.

they aso displayed the 6 huge & real cannons.it's soooooooo entertainin!!!

at 7pm,the ndp parade started.

nic : ok tis is the borin part...
me : so bad!!cn u show sum respect 4 the country?its nt clled ndp 4 nth u noe.

great,he didnt even sang the national anthem.reminded him 2 take the pledge.witnessed the fastest air jets.tiny bcos they were too fas.

lights out!bt the heart's stil beatin!i gt 2 talk 2 many cute kids,esp. teased them whn they sang the anthem so sweetly.

Chapter 4 - The 1st Wave
so the origami paper lookin boat ws a HUGE MALAY DIKIT BARAT!

"I see diverse people from different cultures and different dreams pursuing a common destiny - happiness."

Puppets representin al the different races.they were so large & grinnin.

may i suggest puppets 2 b lighted too?cool rite?

Chapter 5 - Fast Forward
This chapter documents the transformation of Singapore from a little-known trading port to one of the most globalised and cosmopolitan city-states in the world today.

"I see a young and independent nation progressing with the rhythm of time."

regretted nt cherishin tis moment abit,since i didnt noe wt it ws al about.shld hv danced & partied along wif the upbeat music.it ws kinda disappointin yet amazin 2 watch the fast forward videos of hw singapore changed 4rm kampong - retro - disco - modern clubbin.we aso saw a video on the las grp of kampong residents livin in citylike singapore nw.the p5 kids were cute whn they mentioned hw sexy the dancin babes in the video were.actualy i tink the dancers r up on stage bt they were too far 2 b seen.

they were so kinetic,nic & i were reali irrepressible.ws dancin 2 the music y'all!technicians starin & laughin.haha,wished i gt their contacts bt i felt a lil insecure.

Chapter 6 - Against All Odds
This chapter honours the courage & resilience of Singaporeans in the face of adversity.

"I see collective readiness,a people prepared to combat any challenges."

nicholas told me hw impressed he ws wif tis yr's video effects on the stage,the videos,the cubes,the digital camouflage & al.i ws so speechless bcos i ws vry awed too.

Chapter 7,8,9 - When I Grow Up
In this video segment of chap7,a group of Singaporean children and youths,whose ages range from six to sixteen,share their hopes and dreams for the future.
"I see hope."(p.s,i can get the video i tink.)

Chapter 8 is a medley of songs 4rm ndp repertoire performed by Gayle Nerva & Kelvin Tan Wei Lian.They are supported by the 600-member choir & over 400 young performers.
"I hear the hearts of Singaporeans singing,I see the hearts of Singaporeans dancing."

nic : im like so awfully touched nw.
me : i feel lyk cryin alr!!!seriously....

missed ndp2008,though we didnt watch las yr's full show.wich we rnt lucky enuf cos the choir were doin nite per4mances too.& they didnt reali sing,lyk us.bt we were reali tinkin tt they're doin lil?they're too far away.tis is the mos affectionate,emotional & sentimental chapter of all.It reali brought tis invisible & invincible bond amongst us al again.although the p5 kids were ignorin us,bcos they gt scolded 4 talkin 2 strangers,i stil felt tt they missed talkin 2 us sumhw.ahahaha..in the video,u cn c tt at the end,they released red heart-shaped balloons.ITS SO COOL!!!!anyway,it ws vry vry touchin.reali m vry touched whn i sang wif the hole promenade of family.

Chapter 9 involved a performance bout tis little red dot of singapore."i see a little red dot with a great presence."

nic ws tlin me tt there were ppl sittin on the 'plane' circlin the globe.the 'plane' is a paper heart shape!there were performers holdin heart-shaped paper 'planes' too!at 8.16pm,the finale started 2 end the show.No wonder the p5 kids knew hw 2 sing the new theme song,nic & i didnt even dig in2 the new theme song!bt wt a change!sang by our local band,electrico,the mos successful yet!

What do you see? - Electrico

Lianhao clled us again,he ws on stage bt far left.aww,cldnt gt 2 c hs puppet. :/

tis yr's ndp ws shortened by an hr,it ended at 8.30am.i rate tis yr's ndp09 9/10!aso bcos its the 2nd/3rd ndp ive reali watched.wen out & sum army guy ws whisperin bout me & nic 2 hs frens."i tink tis girl is nt.."scary.caught up wif chinghwee & managed 2 walk wif him til esplanade! :]

met lianhao 4 a short while & we wen 2 find my mum hu ws alr dwn 2 fetch me.my shoe broke!

derekbday

2009-07-17T21:05:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE DEREK
he's our woodgrove idol!i mus admit,celebratin bdays wif yuxuan & clique feels wonderful.derek ws so awfully touched tt hs eyes were watery!awww,i did the switchin of lights.lyk the touchy romantic feel ^^

sumtimes i do feel left out bcos i always asked them if i cld join in the fun eventually.ivyeng,ivylee,daryl,geraldine,ann,yuxuan,jasmine,me & melvin were al involved! :]

they designed 6 caps 4 derek,we al wrote our messages on tis huge board.

we bought a 'fotographed' bday cake.its the 1st time i ate a foto on a cake!hahah!

height & weight measurements 2day.im stil nt growin tall :/ bt bt bt!!!i cnt hlp bt smile whn i recalled my 5kg weight loss!!!teeeheeeeee :]

mynewbag

2009-07-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

NDP FLU BUG,MY NEW SCHOOLBAG!
tryin my vry bes 2 gt ndp tics (V.I.P) 4rm dan alr.he refuses 2 change hs sim card jus 2 cl hs uncle.tsk.omg im so bd at rmbin names!anyway,satesh promised he'll hlp me persuade dan.dan loves gore,he showed me a smal part of the movie,land of the dead.its SO COOOLLLLLL!!!LYK THE ZOMBIES JUS OPENIN UP UR STOMACH,EATIN UR INTESTINES JUS IN FRONT OF UR EYES.wow!!!EYE-OPENER INDEED 0.0

hahaha kkkkkk anyway,yuxuan's 1st impression ws,"omg u changed ur bag.","yes!i love it so much nw."derek loves my bag too,they al tink it's reali nice,derek hweva,said it ws 'damn A(unrated)'amongst the innocence & cuteness,there were definitely sumth funny & naughty.ms tan ws askin me where i bought the bag.

me : oh i ws tinkin tt bugis hs cheap bags tt cost lyk $10...
jasmine & ms tan : NO LA..WHERE GOT..
ms tan : $10 u open ur own shop...very cute...
me : oh i bought it at bugis street 4 $20.its the cheapest i cn find.PLS ITS SO GOOD.I LOVE IT.IT'S DURABLE,WATERPROOF & CAN BE HANDWASHED(accordin 2 uncle).
jasmine : ahahahaha!!talk bout chem 2day..
cinny : oh..wt wt...
me : terylene!!
cinny : yesyes!!hahaha..cute bag..
ms tan : isit?oh...wah..reali cn put los of bks,bt wldnt it b heavy?
me : no its vry light!
ms tan : cos im tinkin of gtin a bag too,nt so big,lyk around tis size.
me : bugis hs alot,bt they ranged $30-$40.tis is $20!!!

geraldine : im nt used 2 seein u wear tis kind of bag,bcos u normally used handbags,& tis is so nt ur style..vry weird...

me : i noe,bt its amazingly cuteeeeeee rite.i jus lyk the design.look at the smiley,its so cute!!!

haha,funny badges!the pins broke cos they're too small :/

at least ive a bag hu smiles bck at me,thn i'll smile bck at it..& it'll smile bck at me..& i'll smile bck(so sorry,jade is nuts nw)

L to J to C to S to ?
stuck in a - pentagon.

bugisalone

2009-07-11T20:58:00.003+08:00

Alone @ Bugis!
mum's funny.

mum : do u noe hw dangerous bugis is?it's crowded..
me : las time i asked my frens 2 accumpany me,u claimed im too outgoin & slack at hm.i told u 2 find bags 4 me bt u cldnt find the 1 tt i wan,thn u told me 2 buy a bag myself.nw im goin alone ure worried 4 me?
mum : ok fine,sry.

im lookin 4 a new schoolbag.
reason 1 - my bag's threads wsnt sewn properly,there're holes.
reason 2 - it's plastic & cheapo & looks heavy 2 my schoolmates.
reason 3 - it's my favourite colour,so im kipin it.bt it's nt useful!!

& so,ive dcided,2 aso prevent my shoulders 4rm 'lopsidin'.ive dcided nt 2 use a handbag!!awesome rite?bt obviously i dun wan stuff tt ppl might hv.i wan special stuff.my style..heeee ^^ ok so i left hse around 10.20am+.took the train at 11.15am & i reached bugis.tis is the 1st time ive eva shopped al by myself!it feels weird esp. whn u enter the starin department!!ive always thought tt bugis street wld b bustlin,bt didnt xpect tt a beautiful saturday lyk 2day cld 'accomodate' half of the regular shoppers.mymy,wsnt it breezy 4 a breezy me?

the 1st bag i spotted ws HIS huge crumpler.the 1st shop i wen in2,i bcame unlucky.sum construction site,& paint water dripped on my left eyebrow.gosh,i tried my vry bes nt 2 frown.wts embarassin ws tt tis cute guy noticed :S so i met the owner,i gues.he's seemed lyk a teenager.buff,tall & gigantic.i ws intimidated."hw much does tt bag cost?"& i randomly pointed at a commonly seen brown leather bag in my skul."tts $40."he didnt noticed my droppin jaws.lyk literally.obviously i left!!!!i ws lyk,"oh my god,i dun even hv enuf cash.do hv any bags tt cost $20+?"

guy : specific,hw much?
me : 20+ :p
guy : ok...we've gt tis at $25..
me : gues i cum bck later..
guy : sorry (:

so i walked around,wen 2 evry bagshop.tis girl ws carryin a handbag,hw wld i noe she's the owner?funny!!!i even wen 2 lvl 2 bt the shops were stil closed.i mus b damn early.passed the freakin sexshop 5 times!i reali wen evrywhere & the prices ranged 4rm $30 - $40.it sucks!i believed in fate but fate didnt believe in us.i didnt dare 2 go bck 2 bugis junction,cos im afraid a fren of mine wldnt find me.its lyk we're snatchin coincidences.its funny!i totaly 4gt my iPod had a clock.hw dumbass rite?so i wen 2 the watches & checked time.FUNNY!!!IT'S 12.30PM PLUS ALR.thirsty,i gt white chrysanthemum tea 4rm cold storage 2 quench my thirst.wen bck & i blocked many ppl,my apologies!the cheapest i spotted ws $20,sum uncle's shop,it looked so power9,so i guesed cwp might hv bags similar 2 my skulmates.so ws bugis.bt he hd a hole lot of designs.i ws interested in the comical 1s.

2 hotties were holdin hands wif their gfs bt they're takin glances.i cldnt stop gigglin,anyway im nt bein conceited here!honestly.ok so i wen out of bugis street & i rmbed i saw sum favourites whn my sis ws gtin her new skulbag too.so i saw a 'MR.HAPPY' bag,bt it cost $25.so i didnt wan it rite away.wen bck 2 bugis street,feel lyk goin 2 bugis junction 2 wait 4 fate 2 dcide,bt guesed tt sum1 might b findin me around.so i walked al the corridors again.passed by thos shops tt sold $10 stuff.saw a chanel/gucci imitation tt cost me $30 a bomb.it sucks!ws testin it out wif my bio txtbk.god,it ws heavy.JUS 1 TXTBK!!bt its durable,bt i spot dirt.so i didnt wan it.hweva,it stayed in my mind.

wen bck 2 the uncle's shop.the hiphop 1.hs bags were similar 2 amanda's bag.they looked small bt ive always wondered hw big they reali were.he told me earlier tt he hd other designs.so thn,afta strollin around 4 2 hole hrs,i dcided 2 buy a bag,& i wen 2 buy badges as my bag accessories.while walkin,i saw a peepin tom!IT'S HILARIOUS,STARK HILARIOUS.he ws wearin dark sunglasses,he ws an old man,he ws peepin inside by usin his hands 2 block the sides of hs eyes 2 c clearly wts goin on in the 'sexshop'.ITS DAMN FUNNY.HE WAS STANDIN AT THE DISPLAY OF THE FREAKIN HUGE VIBRATORS & CONDOMS.....DAMN FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!

even the badges were pricy ok,i swear.i bought them jus 4 laughs too.so i stood at a corner,waited 4 1 hr.foreigners took fotos,cos i stood near them,i gues i ws in it :/ thn the guy tt i met earlier,hs bags were expensive.yeah tt guy.he talked 2 me.he ws eyein me 4 a long time.

guy : i thought u wanna buy bag?(chinese)
me : *shows him black plastic bag*
guy : *hits one of his bags many times angrily*ARGGGGGHHHHH!!!!wahlao eh....i thought u'll buy 4rm me..
me : *chuckles* heeeee.sorry :(
guy : huh lemme see lemme see.
me : kays...
guy : *drops my badges*so sorry!sorry...
me : nvm..
guy : oh so u lyk tis kind of cutecute 1 lah?
me : no,i jus happened 2 lyk the design alot,reali.
guy : $20?
me : hw did u noe?
guy : guess la.
me : thn nxt time sell ur bags cheaper.. :/ im broke nw.
guy : as if,got iPOD leh..dun geigei lah.
me : *chuckles* no,im seriously broke.
guy : hu r u waitin 4?
me : emmm....(took a very long pause)a friend?ya i gues,a friend.hahah...waited 4 1hr alr.cn i sit dwn?
guy : huh dun wan lah,later no customer..
me : *pissed*ok nvm.i only hd $30 2day.i promised i buy 4rm u nxt time K?
guy : haha really?promise uh?ok...byebye~! :]
me : byeee..

headed 2 cityhall whn it ws lyk 2pm?

2 marina promenade.witnessed the parade.the music ws the same as las yr's.i giggled whn they mentioned the president's name.as if he'll b there..hahah...

the water bridge wil b built bside tis 3 'triplet towers'.ahaha,mas selamat's gona bomb them.i bet.

missed ndp,ws viewin the fb fotos,taggin ppl.bck thn,evry1 ws so happy.wt happened nw?

saw chijmes,missed my family.

saw bugis,i didnt noe i hd a bus 2 bugis!!it ws 2.46pm thn.wondered if i'll c any1 :O my new bag!!!!cute rite?i noe,i love it!!!makes me feel so young & kiddy!!

wen hm soon & i reached hm at 4pm.ndp rehearsal mus hv started.saw ppl waitin 2 watch it too,jus near the promenade.

nextmeganfox

2009-07-08T20:45:00.002+08:00

Cherish
i noe tt at the beginnin of the yr,i ws determined 2 mug hard 4 my 'O' levels & i promised al of u nt 2 blog.afta much recent events,i noe tt promises are meant 2 b broken.bt lyk wt mervin & alphon reminded me,ppl CAN let me down bt i CANNOT let myself down,ppl CAN break their promises 2 me,bt i MUST keep my own promises 2 myself.since i noe tt the real me is a good girl,it is time im bck 2 myself,CHARISMATIC,SOPHISTICATED & ENTHUSIASTIC ME.

i'll blog bout the twinning programme wif jianping soon.we werent allowed 2 mingle wif them 4 the 2nd & probably the las time,bcos of the influenza virus,H1N1. therefore,we merely wen 2 c them in the library,exchanged presents,chatted 4 bout 40mins & attended lessons late.of course i missed my buddy,GAOXUE.ws hopin 2 ask her 2 hlp me cook the lotus paste,bt they werent allowed 2 stay our hses anymore too.plus,i hvnt open her present yet.& i didnt ask her bout her parents.

i aso didnt attend the sentosa outin on youth day bcos my mum wanted me 2 recuperate.we werent allowed 2 hangout wif them initially,bt thn ms chong permitted us 2.bt gt feedbck,my clsmates told me they didnt spen much time wif them too.at least im mummy's girl 4 nw.

ytd i gv her a breadou wif a message,& a teddy bear.xiangmin's buddy wanted breadou,& told me 2 buy 4 her.xiangmin insisted on payin on her buddy's behalf.hahah,they were so sweet.see the 2 cute breads up there in the foto? ^^ & the tous purse?mummy noes my pencil case's zips hv been ruined,she told me 2 use tous instead.bt simplicity is so beautiful,i didnt bear 2 change it.moreover,many of my clsmates lyk my special pencil case.it's lyk i cn carry it & swing it happily as i walk!

i gt bck my handphone 4 about 15minutes,i tried my bes 2 convince my mum bout the need of a hp,ppl hv been tryin 2 contact me,& sumtimes they do 4gt tt my hp is nt wif me.c'mon,it's been 4mths!!!khalil didnt even noe it ws so long alr!anyway,i needed 2 contact ms sim & mr lennie if ndp tickets were available.i wished thos hu hv cld gif me sum,cos obviously im sure ndp08's combined schools' choir wan 2 reunite at the place we al 1st met.th is,YOU're a ndp usher,SHE's 1 too,wt if i see YOU?

i ws xpectin tons of messages bcos bestf nicholas told me he mass spammed me 1nce,& gahwai stupidly didnt noe my hp ws confiscated.nt only tt,godbros anthony & roy claimed they miss called me too.howeva,i only received the oldest 4rm 14 march onwards & the newest 4rm ytd onwards.total = 14 messages.i guess nt many of my friends missed me after al.at the vry least,i noe tt sum ppl sen the wrong msg by askin other ppl wt's my number,cos they al tink i changed it.qinbin aso asked if i changed my number,he told me ive been in hs inner world lately.

sumtimes i jus sit dwn & tink alot.i wonder how al my best friends 4rm primary 6trustworthy2005 r doin,i wonder how much they've grown,i wonder if ndp buddies lyk melissa,atiqah,zoey will eva forgive me & let me b their good fren again,i wonder if the ndp marshals even bother 2 remember me,i wonder hw the rest of the w.y.c.f choir's doin,i wonder & wonder....

the farther i got off,the more im tired,sick of the noise of life,wantin 2 live in peace bside micheal jackson.yeah lyk the video,hs close fren mentioned,"we must understand that god probably needs micheal more than we do."yeah,mayb he's doin the thriller 2 scare off the devils.the farther i got off,the more i missed evry1,the more i wished time could turn & the more i feel lyk slpin..& afta slpin,i dun hv time 4 revision,& i 4gt my hmwrk,& i 4gt tt there're tests & i go online.
see the vicious cycle nw?

i need a wake up call.some1 shld start tllin me 2 stop twittering & facebookin.bcos they're so addictive.ive been neglectin my own studies & torturin myself.i hvnt ate much in a mth,& i hvnt laughed eversince.whatever it may be,im cherishin evry moment,im cherishin evry second i hv 2 love myself again.thos sweet messages.thos promises,ive alr deleted them in my hp.bt it hs always been in my heart.up til nw,i noe tt im the 1 at fault,& im stil apologetic.its lyk,YOU're dead & im mournin.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------received the mos shockin news 4rm my new facebook fren,lianhao.

megan fox,a man?

click here!
unfathomable!!!
her blue eyes're fantastic,i wish i hd them!i watched transformers 2 alr,i wana watch transformers 1,any1 gt cd?

& its sad 2 b reminded tt HARRY POTTER 6 IS OUT!!!!tt means 1 LAST MOVIE OF MAGIC!!

days ago,i aso jus realised i hd long hair.jasmine laughed at me,bt she laughed at herself too cos she didnt notice.geraldine ws so envious,"ya!!!how come you dont know?that time you let down your hair,it was so long lor!!"michelline tinks my hair's at butt already.NO!!!IT'S AT MY WAIST,IT'S THE LONGEST HAIR IVE EVER GROWN!!

so awesome!!!!i mean my hair.im narcastic bcos i love my hair nw.tis is the BEST PART afta rebondin.i knew tt i hd 2 keep it longer whn rebondin again,so nw it hs grown & my 'comeback' wavy hair is not so visible.

BUT,i hate the tangles,& i hate it whn i hd 2 dry my hair longer,& i hate it tt my shirt is drenched at the bottom afta tt,& i hate the weight!!it's so irritatin..bt yayness!i cn curl my hair wif my hands nw!!!

c!natural curls,didnt even touch them.they 'curled' up themselves.lyk denatured enzymes.hahah!!nt bein conceited here i swear!!

(p.s,if you're disgusted,please just dont comment.& go toilet now!!!dont puke on the floor!!!)

meaningful things i've read these days

Don't worry about the people in your past ; There's a reason why they don't make it to your future.

Stop frowning!Because you'll never know who is falling in love with your smile.

forgiveness

2009-07-07T20:39:00.010+08:00

Forgiving myself & Others
made many new frens via facebook.hope that one's hot.
mr cheng ws funny durin physics lesson.he ws tllin us 2 think,bcos only thn the neurones in our brain would connect wif each other.& the preserved einstein's brain had hs neurones all tangled!he is cute,he is correct,"i really think that humans are really smart,but why are you so stupid?"hahaha!HUMANS FOUND HOW HUMANS ARE FORMED!!cool right???so why r u nt tinkin?why r u makin out wif ur boyfren whn u cn spen 1second 2 make a hundred millions of neurones connect??

anyway,khalil & other guys reali love meganfox.i love her too u noe,she's lyk my girl crush,kim kardashian's girl crush too.& kim is my girl crush!!LOL!!!

anyway,khalil listed her as the hottest.& he asked me sumth.
khalil : megan likes rain..the japan eh no...the tokyo guy..eh..???
me : the korean artiste..O.O
khalil : whose the hottest male celebrity in ur list?
me : the hottest bachelor as voted on E!news,chace crawford..
khalil : huh ewww..what???what again??cheese crawford??eee.
me : & robert pattinson too.. ;)

LCD lesson
Forgiveness is letting go of the pain & accepting what has happened,because it will not change.

Forgiveness is dismissing the blame.
Choices were made that caused the hurt;
we each could have chosen differently,
but we didn't.

Forgiveness is looking at the pain,learning the lessons it has produced,& understanding what we have learnt.
Forgiveness allows us to move on towards a better understanding of universal love
& our true purpose.
Forgiveness is starting over with the knowledge that we have gained.

I forgive you,& i forgive myself.
I hope you do the same.

'Adapted from forgiveness by Judith Mammay'

2day i am hurt.bcos ppl hold a grudge against me.lyk the recent choir junior,she hates me,bt in fact i jus reali dun hate her.i jus reali wan her 2 b the person i knew whn i saw her in sec 1.she jus change..a junior scoldin u?hw does tt feels.& im aso hurt whn i ws scolded at 4 my sarcasm by a clsmate,& bein unforgiven by a good friend,melissa.

things have reali changed.
its good tt i made ths up wif sum of my other frens..tis forgiveness' lesson durin LCD ws meaninful,i hoped ms lilys knew the amount of difference it made in2 my life.although i havent really forgive myself 4 my ridiculous temper & findin the excuse that premenstrual syndrome caused my sudden rage,i noe ive hurt many ppl & im sorry.i am ashamed & embarassed by evryth tt i hd done.i wish ppl forgive me bcos if u dun,i reali cnt 'bear' 2 forgive myself.

friendship CAN be everlasting with me,DONT be too affected by the past.
just by believin tt im a good person,i hope u noe hw much i wish we could jus b frens & nt plant so much hatred in each of our souls.melissa & whoever else,u'll always be a fren 2 me,& i wnt jus abandon frens tt ive hurt,im sorry.

Forgiving ourselves or someone who has hurt or betrayed us
can be one of the most difficult things to do.
Sometimes,it may not be possible to right a wrong we have done,
and at other times our apology may not be accepted.
Often,being able to forgive takes time.
No matter how difficult it may be,
we all need to be able to put the guilt and hurt behind us,
and to forgive ourselves or others for mistakes.

read a heartwarmin story bout victoria ruvolo.
Imagine being in your car,peacefully driving,when suddenly something rock-hard shatters your windshield,hits you and beaks nearly every bone of your face.It turns out that the "weapon" was a frozen turkey,hurled from the rear window of a speeding car by a teenage college student out for a joyride with friends.

ms lilys : if you were victoria,will you be as forgiving as her?the teenage was supposed to be sentenced to 25years of jail,but she begged the judge for him to be sentenced 6mths in prison & 5 mths of rehabilation.
jasmine,me & baoyan : 哪里会？又不是当场 experience...
me : yeah...A FREAKING STUPID FROZEN TURKEY DISFIGURE YOU.BASTARD!!!
jasmine : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!!

ws xplainin 2 jasmine hw i reali wld react if im her..i mean she was on the brink of death!fightin 4 freakin oxygen,& her nose suckened in.AMAZING!!SHE STILL BREATHES WHEN HER FACE HAS HOLES.HAHAHAHA,I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING AT HER MISERY.it ws so funny,bt i held bck laughter whn evry1 ws watchin the video.they didnt notice her face was 'holed'!

me : I DONT WANT HIM TO GO JAIL.I WANT TO DISFIGURE HIM BACK.
yuxuan : YEAH.I THROW 10 TURKIES BACK.THROW ME??DARE TO THROW ME...1,2,3,....10!!!
me : no..u gotta wait at the 10th 1.."bastard,eat this !!"stuff the wings INTO HIS NOSTRILS!

jokers,entertainin ourselves.well at least we make gd use of heath ledger's joker legacy.haha!its no doubt tt man fears the loss of pride & woman fears disfiguration.bt dun u dare try disfigure sum1 too,u'll nv noe hw upside down ur life wld turn in2.

"Given the opportunity for retribution,Ms Ruvolo gave & got something better : the dissipation of anger & the restoration of hope,in a gesture as cleansing as the tears washing down her damaged face,& the face of the foolish,miserable boy whose life she single-handedly restored."

What a gift she gave!God bless her!

mjfb

2009-07-06T19:34:00.002+08:00

M.J's death :(
confessions confessions.
it is true tt i didnt even gif a damn 2 listen 2 micheal jackson's songs whn he ws alive,bt 1 th 4 sure,he hd always been wif me.i didnt even noe tt the scary music video of his ws called THRILLER!!!i jus knew i ws afraid of it since i ws 5-10 years old & nv lyked 2 watch hs videos.BECAUSE HE LOOKED SCARY.

he looked scary NOW,wif hs bulgin eyes,reali thin nose bridge & hs superwhite complexion.bt im hs no.1 fan ok!NO KIDDING.

login-ed facebook ytd & tt ws my status.please click!!
i jus felt tt ppl r stupid nw.its lyk whn he ws alive,they accused him of lyin bout his 'plastic' face,lyin bout him bein a paedophile & all.YEAH,SO THE KING OF POP IS DEAD NOW.YOU REMEMBERED HIS SONGS??YOU REALLY CARED WHEN HE WAS ALIVE?admit it,dun call urself a fan nw tt he is gone.

wif agreement 2 jessica's comments,its true tt whn m.j ws alive,no1 reali cared.& tts y he felt lonely,& troubled,& disturbed by al the commens & accusations he had received.tts y he needed strong painkillers,tts y he took a drug & he hd a CARDIAC ARREST & HE DIED.& its reali al thanks 2 U PEOPLE.

:P
i didnt critisise him at all when he was alive,so i really think i have the rights to push the blame to those people,whoever they are.

MJ will always be a legend,his final call for london turned out to be the real final curtain call after all.

im following celebrities on twitter.bet ya wana noe hw cool it is.

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER NOW!!!!

jianpinginsg!

2009-07-03T20:18:00.000+08:00

Jianping in SG!
oh my god!chubby choon hup has grown up!he looked so fierce whn he shouted,"欢迎建平！"he ws lyk a mystical dragon.ok anyway i missed my buddy so much!!!!!*hugs* it ws so awesome cin them in shirts lyk us!since singapore's weather's so humid.wts even awesom-er is tt i gt lectured by ms thia 4 wearin pe shirt!geraldine didnt brin dwn my uniform on my behalf :/

geraldine's buddy wen 2 look my pair of fork&spoon earrins 4 me.depressin!she cldnt find it.so i asked my buddy instead!

hey guys,u cn read my history of the shanghai's trip again!anyway,we wen 2 laugh at mr tan 4 speakin bad chinese 2day!it ws damn hysterical.

i nid 2 buy sumth 4 my buddy.so guilty,she gv me such a huge 1.ciao!

lonely

2009-06-26T20:45:00.002+08:00

Jade is...
jade is sad but she decides to keep it in her heart.
jade is not allowed to complain because she promised YOU.
jade has many things to do,jade has to blog to relieve stress,jade has to do complete her chemistry paper1&2,biology paper2,a maths assessment hmwork.
jade has to write her diary about her conversation with YOU,jade has to prepare YOUR birthday present,jade promised YOU she would not cry and she'll be strong.

jade dont wants to seek YOUR attention by telling you that she has a fever and a sore throat now.
jade knows MIN is sick too..
jade knows you will care for YOUR dearr,MIN.
jade knows she would not be forgiven.
jade knows she has to accept reality,jade dont want to!
jade cannot eat,cannot sleep,jade wants to cry..

jade promised herself not to complain and seek attention.
jade is so sorry now..
jade wish YOU were here..
jade is so god damn happy :(

you happy,i happy.
waiting for YOU cos YOU are worth it...

sillymemissingyou

2009-06-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

傻瓜想自杀
"some are driven to commit suicide due to unrequited love."

the day tt im supposedly gonna vent out my emotions once & 4 al,gt bck 2 business & mugmugmug.bt its hard.i dun wan 2 heal tis wound,i dun wan time 2 pass.2day i listened 2 the songs we've listened.

王力宏 - Everything,心跳
Nick Lachey - This I Swear
Keri Hilson - Energy
Westlife - When I'm With You,Us Against The World
Martina Mcbride - My Valentine
Eason Chen - 对不起，谢谢
David Archuleta - Touch My Hand,Crush,A Little Not Over You
The Academy Is... - Everything We Had

i especially cried the most when i hear...

Jesse McCartney - It's Over,How do you sleep
Jonas Brothers - Can't Have You,Sorry
大嘴巴 - 永远在你身边
Nick Lachey - What's left of me,I Can't Hate You Anymore,Did I ever tell you

in the mrt,i cldnt hlp bt cry,cry whn i c the sign of the 'dont put your hand near the door' bcos WE used 2 play.especially whn i hear,"if you see any suspicious-looking person..."bcos WE used 2 point at each other.i cldnt stop cryin whn i ws standin at the corner & URE always in front of me,smilin.even i met a tomboy hu wore a 'NEWBIE' black shirt,my tears jus ran dwn too.i wished i cld tll U hw sorry i am 4 bein so selfish,& so silly 2 plan a birthday surprise 4 u.i wished i cld jus c u 1 las time,cry in front of u & kneel dwn.

bt ure gone nw...so wt cn i do nw?shld i fight 4 my own happiness?shld i wait?shld i wait until the day U watched fireworks wif ur beloved MIN & kissed her under the stars? silly me,used 2 b the 1 hu helped other silly ppl.nw im helpless on my own.standin on my own ground of nails,cld hv escaped bt added more nails.hw silly cn i gt?

lesson learnt :
1 - ignore what other people has to say.

i thought sum1 undastood hw i felt whn i hd 2 hear wt ppl around me hv 2 say al the time,i thought U undastood hw i hd 2 kip their comments in my heart,whn they al said i wsnt a gd role model.i thought U knew.

2.30pm
hd walked 4rm the left stretch of changi village 2 the last stretch.walked in the heavy drizzle.heard horror stories bout changi 4rm them.wanted 2 vent it out,bt it took me a pretty long while 2 recall al the events,b4 finaly hvin sum teardrops on the sand.its lyk,at the eleventh hour,u jus dun wan 2 4gt thos memories,& u dun wan 2 shout it out.u jus want 2 go home,lay on ur bed,turn & look in2 the apple of ur eye.it took me 15mins 2 finaly communicate wif the 'dead',& cry my heart out.nt hard enuf i felt.& b4 i knew,it only took me half an hour 2 break dwn several times.

lesson learnt :
2 - the beach wont do

so i actualy gv up,even afta hvin sum hlp.i gv up on myself.
"HOW CAN YOU ACCEPT A FACT THAT YOU HAVE DISRESPECTED YOURSELF,DISRESPECTED PEOPLE & LET PEOPLE DISRESPECT YOU?& JUST GET OVER THINGS LIKE THAT?"

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ws chased out cos we took the wrong bus wich entered the airport loop.so took 19 & wen bck 2 tampines1,the newly built shoppin mall.listened 2 mervin's iPhone.

realised tt yeah,u cnt us buy macbook 4 any poly course.so i gues no more macbook 4 me :/

there ws an unexpected small crowd.no pet shops,accumpanied jingyin 2 buy her new pair of slippers.gues she cldnt find sumth tt suit her.so we wen 2 cityhall,mitin alphonsus later on.ws findin food at suntec city.suntec city ws the las place WE wen.so we found tis affordable pasta restaurant.no g.s.t/service charge!

tts jingyin's meaty linguini!

my creamy linguini & chicken wings.

jingyin lyked tabasco sauce,nv tried tt in my life.mervin prefered chilli sauce while i sticked 2 my tomato sauce!

mervin's cheesy baked rice.hvnt reali hd a meal lyk tis 4 days,2 b vry honest.i hd practicaly nth much at al!& i dun slp much too,6hrs a day i gues?cry 2 slp even.*sigh*4gt tt the 3 of U hd sum kinda of 'slang',U guys hd the same quotes.walked around mph.mervin told me bout the old thick stardust bk,hv been lookin 4 it 4 ages.startrek ws the only movie i caught wif U,& U said it ws epic,jus lyk wt mervin said."its lyk tis guy is 4rm heroes,thn tis chinese guy aso played in sum comedy."

lesson learnt :
3 - vry hard 2 hate sum1 too u noe?
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jingyin left us,mervin accumpanied me.we walked around suntec city,thos shops WE wen in2.thn i read sumth religious,& i ws taught 2 forgive sum1 by sendin the person's name 2 God.mervin believed in god 2 a certain extent,bein a free thinker,i hd no strong objections 2 hs commens.bt great minds think alike.thn mervin told me 2 find a page where it taught,"Forgiving yourself."& it ws before the pages,"Forgiving others."so much 4 bein in precious thoughts.

met alphonsus soon afta.hvnt hd a gd laugh since i met him.he ws so tall,"talkin 2 u its hard,my head hs 2 face u lyk 90degrees.","thn me aso vry hard wt,hv 2 bend my head dwn."mervin chuckled.bought strawberries coated wif chocolate.

thn hd icecream at 7.45pm.

i hd my favs,ordered macadamia nut & belgian chocolate,topped wif caramel sauce.i reali appreciated the consolation,esp. their longs arms pattin my shoulder.

lesson learnt :
4 - don't bottle things up,really.you'll go kuku

endless streams of tears,around slippin thru my sweet icecream.its the 1st time tt i ever ate icecream so tasteless yet bitter yet too sweet yet salty.is it reali me or my ice cream?pushed al the blame 2 myself,bt the depression reali gt in2 me.al i reali long 4 is sum companion & consolation.if cryin wld jus gt evryth bck,i ws cryin thn.so hard,so long,so sadly."i did mentioned,tt even if it's over 2 -,i reali stil felt cheated."

lesson learnt :
5 - believe that people really understands how you feel
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neglected al my kins & acquaintances.

the city,the promenade,the choir,the memories,the happiness,the freedom.

wasnt tis al tt ive wanted?y m i broodin over it nw?bcos its 2009,its nt 2008,u wnt b in the promenade in 2009,happily.THEY'll b happily in ndp,usherin ppl,THEY'll b happily watchin the fireworks themselves in ndp2009.

lesson learnt :
6 - keep your promises,because they'll mean something to the person you promise to,literally,emotionally,mentally & physically.really.

i ws promised 2 b taken up the singapore flyer,& many many more.
bt hu else cld kip them nw?

(p.s,thanks for the 'new' shoulder)

w.y.c.fgathering

2009-06-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

Small W.Y.C.F outing
overboard.tts wt they al say bout U.bt i dun care wt others say,tts my promise 2 U.even new frens found it hard 2 cheer me up.the lesser i cry,i realise,the more i cant smile too.

in the bus ride,i gues amanda didnt notice the 'water' too.nv cried so much in my life over sum1 hu dun share the same blood as i am b4.

took tis random foto.bcos WE used 2 sit there,bt nw the favourite seat bside me had been emptied by the apple of my eye.reached east coast park at bout 1.45pm.the outin starts at 2pm.

the strong breeze reali refreshes my mind & lift my spirits up abit 2day.they volleyed abit.shiphrah reali gv me a earful.*sigh*,i jus ignored ppl nwadays lyk U said,felt lyk dogs were barkin.bt shiphrah's a gd fren.so wteva she said did wen in 4 awhile.

xueyun & i dcided 2 head 2 the beach.reali love the sea.

scary-cat xueyun clutched my shirt whn she saw tis adorable schnauzer.he kpt barkin & foloin hs owner in2 the sea,'biting' the sea water.afta bout 30mins watchin the cute puppy runnin away 4rm hs owner,runnin towards the sea,swimmin,barkin,we head 2 the amusement park.

miss arcade too.miss those days where WE dropped coins & tried our best 2 gt the toys.they reached at 3+pm.thn we hd 2 wait 4 them 2 lunch at Mac.noticed an indian poutin at my direction,dare nt suspect he's lookin at me.i ws well-known 4 bein scandalous wif bangalas durin ndp08 period. -_- some bad blood arose bcos i ws askin keane wts up wif the other wycf members.al the ppl i knew werent even there.so tis ws a totally new grp.

xueyun wen 2 gt food 4rm 7eleven.they're al in a bd mood.so dcided 2 patch ths up whilst talkin 2 my new fren,jasminexie!there're so many jasmines in my life.

ok so thn,we tried 2 join in wif them 4 volleyball.mus admit,issac ws reali mean.there's keith,issac,kimberly,jasmine,jieyi,keane,evan & a girl in pink.i 4gt her name!!!

volleyed 4 quite a long while,i kpt fetchin the ball & preventin it 4rm fallin in2 the sea.scandaled sum ppl too.hd lots of fun cos i gt quite a couple of chances of hittin the ball hard & far.

evan & keith blamed issac 4 always nt gtin my ball cos its so difficult 4 us 2 b pros at volleyball.haha,nt 2 mention issac's famous power-ranger hit.act cute only.

soon,jieyi got along well wif amanda,xueyun & shiphrah.gues bad blood's over.they volleyed amongst themselves.managed 2 chat wif jieyi too.c ppl,nt al 1st impressions matter.

as the clock nearly ticks 5pm,wanted 2 cry out loud.

saw a rainbow.kimberly took these fotos 4 me.

spotted a small adorable toy poodle.

soon,they wanted 2 rent skates & bikes.U promised me U'll teach me hw 2 ride a bike,so i didnt hd the mood 2 learn,wanted 2 ride wif keane on the 2 persons' bike.keith took the chance instead.

in the end,the girl in pink & me couldnt balance well,so we gt our refunds & they rented 4 single bikes.shiphrah & the res begged me 2 skate wif them,bt i didnt noe hw,thn suddenly they changed their minds,whn i wanted 2 ride a bike.

at 6pm,they wanted 2 hv dinner.i ws broke.bought 6pcs chicken munchies only.saw tis sign."apple pie of your eye."U & I love apple pies.U & I were the apples of each other's eye.

afta eatin,i realised tt the indian man ws stil in MCCAFE!LITERALLY STARING AT ME THEN.IT WAS SO SCARY.OH MY GOD.i duno wt the heck i gt myself in2.he ws poutin.thn i felt so uncomfortable,i called upon amanda,& she told shiphrah & xueyun.shiphrah laughed her ass off.

wen bck & found keane.tried 2 ride a bike,bt nearly fell twice,witnessed an accident.tink sum1 ws drowned & her husband saved her.firefighters were there,weird huh?thn the ambulance came & the police came.thn we al stopped bein kpo,keane & i strolled wif the bike,he ws tryin so hard too.saw my favourite breeds of dogs.saw 2 huge japanese spitz,a 3-mth-old shetland,a golden retriever,a shih tzu & a terrier 4rm far!

amanda & xueyun collected small seashells.arent they pretty?

i ws chattin wif keane."i feel like you're a depressing person."
me : OH MY GOD.NO WAY!im jus heartbroken lately.im vry happy-go-lucky!trus me.oh shit,stupid 1st impression.
keane : actualy it isnt.its lyk the 6th,7th or 12th..
me : oh....ya!ya!okok...

i 4gt i ws wycf's fotographer.chatted wif evry1,saw a dog runnin wif a torch attached 2 its leg.so cute.the roller coaster reminded me of the singapore flyer,the singapore flyer reminded me of Ur promise.so we headed dwn 2 parkwayparade.sang al the wycf songs along the way,& white horses too.jieyi hd such a high pitch!we were so loud~!

joinin them at fish&co after im left wif my 15cents.shumin & grace joined us,whilst evan & jasmine wen hm!

amanda,shiphrah & i kpt singin songs.shiphrah cldnt stop singin taylor swift's love story.i ws singin al the emo songs.jieyi cldnt hlp laughin.shumin & grace ws pretty amused by my dramatic expressions too.the guys were snappin shots of my craziness.they al cldnt stan me.

jieyi ws lyk,"who is the emo kid here?"i raised my hand."u cnt b the emo kid lor.bcos if u r,al of us wld b cryin nw."so i continued singin,& jieyi said,"i tink she's a natural.both of them r."thn i sang bck,"SO WHAT?IM STILL A ROCKSTAR!"& al of them laughed.i refused them 2 pay G.S.T.bcos i ws the 1 entertainin the hole fishnco.amanda & i were playin couple.shiphrah & i sang love songs.i ws pokin the fish plate whn singin poker face.jieyi & kimberly cnt stop laughin.hongjie suggested KTV.i kpt dao-ing him!

the handsome waiter took tis fotos 4 us.

formal shot.

informal shot.

songsoflove

2009-06-19T16:59:00.002+08:00

SO DAMN SICK of love songs
please check this out.ALL GUYS SUCKS.THEY ARE JERKS.there,i said it!im at the girls' party nw.there's alot of swearin here.

& artists goin R&B lyk jesse mcCartney?utada hikaru livin an american life,hvin her own american accent?Boa singin english,wif sean garrett?WILBER PAN RAPPING WITH AKON?awesome..xcept of jolin.she stil sucks.wif her FAKE PLASTIC BEAUTY & COPYIN BEYONCE + LADY GAGA.

okay.these are the songs that seriously make me choke with emotions.
check it out PLEASE.

Jesse McCartney - It's Over
We've run out of words
We've run out of time
We've run out of reasons
Really, why are we together?
We both know it's over, baby
Bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough, I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just all it quits
Its probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls its cause

Cause I'm not coming back
I'm closing the door
I used to be tripping over missing you
But I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone
Baby, your picture's gone
I couldn't stand to see your smile
Every time you dial

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

I still wake up every morning
Quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal
Right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
With no trouble staying occupied

They ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need is another episode
Keep conversations short and sweet cause

(chorus)

You know that its over when the burning and yearning inside your heart
Ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through
When she don't do to you and move you
Like the way she moved you before
And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes
Out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cos' it's over

this song made me feel like someone dedicated it 2 me.
i wish someone was not heartless enough to know how much pain ive been through,& know that it really hurts inside when everything is gone just like that,your dreams,your hopes,your expectations.

The training of the mind,otherwise known as mental culture,is the first step towards taming mental unrest.

the Buddha has explained :
from cravings springs grief,from cravings springs fear,for him who is wholly free from craving,there is no grief,much less fear.

all attachments will end in sorrow.Neither tears nor long goodbyes can end the transitoriness of life.all compounded things're impermanent.

Old & Young suffer in this existence.no1 is exempted.many teenagers have growin pains.Being neither frogs nor tadpoles,teenagers are understandably inexperienced at buildin stable relationships wif members of the opposite sex.

They try 2 show off their beauty in tryin 2 impress their opposite sex who're flattered 2 c themselves as sex objects.Both try 2 behave not as they really are but as what they think is ADULT.

They're afraid that if they behave naturally they will be laughed at.Behaviour like tis has the potential for exploitation.There is fear of rejection as well as worry bout deflated egos.

Unrequited love will often 'break' many teenage hearts cos they feel they have been made 'fools of themselves'.

some are driven 2 commit suicide.But such traumas could b avoided if life is seen as it really is.young ppl mus b taught the buddhist approach 2 life,so tt they can grow in2 maturity in the correct way.

"wheresoever fear arises,it arises in the fool,not in the wise man."says the Buddha.

lana

2009-06-13T17:28:00.002+08:00

Lana,the shetland
nicholas visited 2 cheer me up ytd.cried on the bus while sendin him hm,& scrollin at al the ndp fotos & j***'s fotos.*sigh*

lana's healin 4rm her wound.she hs been sterilised.janice sprained her ankle.we missed lana so we took her out 4 a run.heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i reali wana b a dog owner.

she hs grown so long nw.

huggin her,look hw exhausted she is,pantin alr. ??

nw we run wif her!

grpshot.awww.

so cute even whn drinkin water!!!!

fringe

2009-06-09T21:12:00.001+08:00

Huala!
bonjour 2 jamey's new hairstyle.bubbly,sweet & so modelicious.

muah.im her goody fotographer.

muahmuah,jamey received plenty of comments on tis shot.

they tink its a gd time 2 splash cold water at her.simply cos she lyks 2 slp!esp. in cls.hah!

mango cheesecake any1?

Choir Camp2

2009-06-05T18:24:00.002+08:00

The Stay-over
haunted mansion ws reali fun,yet borin at the end cos we're so beat & used 2 it.the 2nd team ws gd 2 scare.edric & i hd so much fun trappin them at our dead end.we hid ourselves in a huge garbage bag & climbed out,scarin the hell out of the juniors.so wickedly fun!we reali made them cried. its mingzhu & team i gues.hehheh.its hard 2 type bout wt happened in the haunted mansion,bt we learnt our lessons,2 remove al newspapers wif the dead's fotos & n cover sumth on2 them.bcos..1 of them did appear in the AVA rm,blive it or nt.

soon enuf,we cleared the AVA rm as quickly as we can,w/o the hlp of sum girls,cos they left afta hvin fun scarin,separatin the trash in2 different trashbins.& recyclin them

chatted wif my new brother in the hse,keith!!!CUTE RIGHT?i noe i noe.hs hair is shampooed wif dove & as soft as pantene's hair.

naughty me took tis soundly aslp bro of mine.

i took tis foto wif another bro of mine,edric,he'll miss me cos he tinks there'll b no mre siaosiao-ness in the choir.awww.we took tis at 3:03am,cn u imagine?!!!!

didnt did we noe we al slpt at 4am.gosh,i ws surprisinly active in the mrnin!

took grp foto,wifout wenjie,the one in green,cos he ws lookin 4 hs shoes.of course,wifout a grp of other choirmates,& sum hu didnt atten choir camp.so tis' wts left of us.the faithful ones.

gona miss them so much.hopefully shimin's wish fufils cos she dun wan 2 c us retainin nxt yr!

Choir Camp

2009-06-04T22:02:00.004+08:00

Choir Camp
rumours told sinzhe tt countin 4rm the no. of sec 1s-sec3s goin r 35 ppl.
me : OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.SIAO UH?????
tried 2 b a busybody & hlp the sec 3s.dialled mrs ong's no. & chatted.surprisingly,she praised the sec3s highly.she reassured me tt 65 ppl r goin includin the sec4s.thn she recounted,& its only 60 over.she tried 2 xplain tt there were a couple of the 100-65=35ppl r goin overseas,while the res were nt commited.

mrs ong : well..we cldnt force them 2 go 2 the camp.
me : no we hv 2!they gv themselves up las yr,we welcomed them bck durin choir camp,bt they gv themselves up again durin syf period,whn they were kicked out.u c,if we dun gt them bck durin choir camp tis time,they'll nv cum bck!

mayb whn valencia reads tis,her boyfriend wil brin gangsters 2 beat me up.oh!i didnt 4get u,cheryl oh!hahah,did u guys noe?CHERYL OH WANTS 2 BEAT ME UP WITH HER MALAY GANG.wonder hw 2T1's doin,they mus love me so much.aiyah,i let pretty girls go.valencia's prettier than cheryloh by a 100x,so im nt scared of valencia.im scared of ugly girls,cos they'll make things ugly.oh wait,where was i?oh choir camp.hahaha..sorry...
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remedial nt so early in th mrnin.i reached skul at 8am tinkin tt there's physics lesson 2day.bt it ws only bio.damn,it gv me al the mre another reason 2 complete Amaths hmwrk.another blursotong situation ws tt i didnt noe there were hmwrk 4rm 19.1 - 20.1,to tink it ws purely jus 19.4 -20.1 questions.besf geraldine gt me a sausage bun 2 start the day.pathetic rite?americans r stil hvin their happy meals served rite on the table evry mrnin.

ms tan's new method of ensurin we're nt bored & weary in cls ws 2 gif us scores!thn we learnt by discussin answers altogether 2 finalise our answers as 1 in the end,& gt as many correct answers!

afta cls,it ws camp!too bd sum of the girls were stil at DNT.heard 4rn sinzhe bout the amazing race's venues bein changed,lyk omg?it ws supposedly 2 b held at vista park & the street soccer court,jus bside the skul,the open field opposite the skul,& the hills.many of us(refering to sec 4 & 5 graduation seniors)felt tt whn mrs ong ws in charge of tis camp,ths hv changed drastically,& wteva the sec3s planned were claimed lousy(by them,not me),bt me & sum others felt tt it ws the tchers as a whole,& nt the sec3s.1stly,receivin feedbck,ms judith jus gv the choir camp dates any-oh-how.

ms judith : lets have it on 2nd to 3rd of june.
sec2s : sec 2 camp!
ms judith : oh ok...probably around 4-5june.

bam!jus lyk tt.thn the sec3s hd 2 rush & plan 4 say...less thn 2 wks?*sigh*they aso hd 2 combine POP wif the camp.& it ws jus 2D1N,unlyk las time.so only half of the whole sec3s hd 2 plan the amazin race in skul las minute.& i ended up cin many grps nt doin anyth,nt hvin much fun.its reali sad..

they're nt even as enthusiastic.bck at rtc,detention rm,i heard reeve teachin hs grp members,'at the beginning' by soundtrack anastasia.i cldnt believe it!no1 knew the song til i taught my grp las year!i gues they mus hv bluetoothed it al around.mrs ong cldnt stop pickin on me 4 tyin up my hair too.amanda ws floatin around.thn we were lectured 4 bein in slippers.i aso heard tt shimin & the res gt a earful 4 bein in slippers.mus hv spoiled their day.wt is happenin??we were told 2 tuck in.so ok,i tucked in.thn i start makin evry1 laugh.hahah,shimin claimed she didnt noe me.

y?is tis funny?left 2 cwp 4 lunch.

THERE WAS 17 PEOPLE MISSING.ms yee gt angry.*sigh*she even commented on the sec3s.so the hd 2 punished.i missed ms yee.

huihan switched on the lights.& it hd tis romantic feel in tis detention rm.weird huh?its jus reali beautiful.tts jieyi under the limelight.did bio hmwrk.wen up 2 c choir 4 a while.it ws their choir practice thn.

watched the sec 3s gt punished.*sigh*sometimes ths jus dun go their way.the sec 4s soon wen up 2 AVA rm 2 prepare 4 the haunted mansion.whn huanlin & frens heard tt they wldnt b allowed 2 play the ghosts.huanlin gt angry wif me.she wanted 2 cll sinzhe bdly,the i/c of the camp.so i ws seated outside,they were al tllin me tt sec 4s hd always been the 1s hu were ghosts,the sec3s were nv involved.soon sinzhe came out,thn huanlin opened the door,locked me out as fas as she cld.mad,suxian opened the door 4 me,& huanlin shouted,"nt me nt me!!!hahaha.","i only wanted 2 pass the paper bck 2 sinzhe.dun hv 2 lock me out."sinzhe gv a sarcastic laugh & i slammed the doors.huanlin,"wah...我很怕啊！"

i showed my weaknes in front of my juniors.shiphrah & amanda came 2 console me,& we wen 2 shower.suddenly,i felt tt im often bullied by huanlin.i stil held the grudge tt she threw flour in2 my left eye & yuhui purposely gt a pail of water 2 drench me las yr.

afta shower,it ws dinner.i chose 2 isolate myself 4rm the res of the seniors.so i chatted wif daniel & grp.they were askin bout my blog & youtube account.

daniel : someone put the videos of your sports day dance..
me : hah!its me!
daniel & jiaxin : oh you?
jiaxin : u gt blog rite?
katherine : ya..she blogs alot bout evryth..put ppl's fotos..
daniel : wts ur website?u blog evryth??
me : ya evryth...4rm the ppl i meet,4rm wteva u guys r sayin..

jiaxin : my sis says she noes u..woodlands primary tt time..thn u al watch movie 2gther.
me : wts her name?
jiaxin : ongjiahui...
me : (trying hard to recall from bloglinks)hmmm...i reali cnt rmb...
katherine : noes too many ppl.too famous.
me : no i meant,goin out wif sum1 jiahui?hmm..i'll check whn i gt hm.

me : keith!!!
keith : (turned)wahlaooooo~~!

bck 2 preparation,scotch-tapin evry garbage bag & newspapers.makin sure no dead persons' fotos were seen.

thn huanlin & frens played songs 4rm the microphone,as u cn c,shiphrah,shimin & amanda actin crazy.it ws lyk disco club,xcept wifout the disco ball.i used 2 join in...bt i duno wt happened 2 me.

were clled 2 head dwn 2 music rm 4 the passin out parade.

listenin 2 ms judith's long naggy speech.

opps.

tis is the 1st grp!performin at the beginning.i per4med tis wif my grp las yr.

2nd & 3rd grp doin skit.SOMEONE KEEPS GIVING CRITISISM of mrs ong,obviously duno hw 2 respect ppl older thn her.

someone aso doesnt lyk rachel,tinkin she's showy.i love her enthusiasm!presentin awards 2 chairman shiphrah.

ivy.

mentors.

thn cmcs.tts me!

huihan's & my farewell gifts.pretty rite?looks creative,bt it reali is common.huihan felt tt i ws special,bcos i ws the 1 wif pink.tts wt amanda & ivy said earlier.they were jealous too.

cheers 2 everlastin frenship & teamwork!

bck at AVA,i finished bio mcq 4 tmr's cls.thn we continued preparin 4 haunted mansion.& 'clubbing'.we hd fun.soon,it ws the scare!

neglectance

2009-06-03T20:31:00.002+08:00

Are We Friends?
1st of June
while waitin 4 derek & bro,ivylee,jasminesoo & me started chattin.i ws discussin wif them my opinions on hw awkward i felt.bcos ivylee gv her boyfren,daryl,a book wif al her 'love writings'?yeah,so she ws jus sittin bside him,watchin hs different expressions while readin.

me : dun u find it weird?tt he opens up the present in front of u,reads jus bside u?
jasmine & ivy : ok what..
me : mayb its reali jus me ba.if i were u,i wld placed a small music box on top of the bk,thn it'll play thos favourite songs tt me & boyfriend loves.
jasmine & ivy : (big reaction,like damn big.)WAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!
jasmine : wow.(in chinese)nth lyk that has ever crossed my mind!
ivy : wah jade so creative..
me : no la.im jus vry romantic ;D
jasmine : ya...true..totally agree.
me : tts y i wan a caucasian 2 b my bf,vry romantc & sweet.
ivy : oh ya...we noe ure tt type of person.u told us b4.
jasmine : ya lor..thn u aso hv sum resemblance 2 a caucasian.quite compatible if u hooked up wif a caucasian.

thn i saw 3 redheads.jasmine laughed vry loud.
ivy : jade...ur future husbands..1 of them leh!
jasmine : JADE!!!!GOGOGOGO!!jia you!hahahaha..

caught Angels & Demons.dan brown is wickedly smart & i reali love hw he plot it predictable deceptions.we thought we're in the wrong theatre cos aaron & gang werent in the theatre wif us.bt in the end,we heaved a sigh of relief.i reali lyked the movie.sorry cinny 4 endin up chattin wif jasmine.
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2nd of June
saw zhongyu(6tru) wif hs 3 guy frens.didnt approach him for 2 reasons.
1) he was passing by a smelly toilet.
2) he was listening to his friends & couldnt notice me.

an enthusiast lyk me wld NEVER,I SAY,NEVER jus walk away a PRIMARY 6 BEST FRIEND wifout even sayin hi.i clled him twice.

but people,i did.i walked away.i was sad.i didnt know why i did that.

thn i saw daniel(6tru) while headin 2 the pedestrain.i said hi,he stopped talkin 2 hs frens,smiled & ws surprised 2 me.he paused 2 chat wif me.bt i said bye sharply.

people,i didnt know why i did that.SORRY DAN!!!!PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

i really missed them but i just walked away!!why????!
thn while walkin hm,i hd 2 cross another road.4rm far,i alr knew the riversidian stanin jus at the opposite ws rudy swandi(6tru).

we waved,cldnt stop cos it ws a road,i ws determined 2 chat wif him.thn i said,"i saw zhongyu & daniel.bye!"rudy,"oh really?hahaha..bye.."
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3rd of June
saw tahmid 2day,mouthed sum words.he cldnt gt me.oh well,he ws wif hs fren.i didnt go over cos i ws out wif besf.hd a tiff wif besf,tts y.*sigh*

早知今日，何必当初

american idol

2009-05-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

American Idol TOP 3
im stil stunned by the elimination of allison & danny.they were the hopefuls whom we all xpected they'll b our top 2.bt suddenly,durin rock n roll week,adam ws the lead.its unfair bcos hs genre is rock & roll,& obviously he gt in safely!i used 2 support him 4 hs high range of frequency tt nt nearly 30% of the men in the world cld reach.

so unfair.bt i stil lyk hs charisma & rocknroll coolness.

tis week,danny ws voted out & im terribly depressed.bcos i 4gt tt hs wife,sophia,hd alr passed away.so he sang the las song,'you are so beautiful to me.'chosen by paula abdul.paula ws dramatic tis season.ok,MORE dramatic.bcos i mus admit too,tt tis new batch of season 8 hs vry movin voices.

i cldnt hlp bt cry whn he sang 4 the las time on american idol,afta bein voted out.he cried too!adam cried.kris only sat there,lookin arrogant.

hs late wife wsnt even there 2 support him,its reali touchin.i thought he'll b the nxt david cook too.kris & adam bein in the finale is reali an unxpected choice.we al thought danny & allison ws the bes amongst al.bt they didnt even make it 2 the finals.its sad..even kara & paula cried terribly.danny & jamaur were best of frens at the beginnin bcos jamaur comforted him bout hs wife.hs wife ws the 1 hu told him 2 try out on american idol.he aso cried whn he saw hs sea of fans bck at hs hometown.awww,even if danny isnt american idol.he'll stil b famous.tts the lives of al the contestants of american idol of all seasons.tis is y its the favourite competition live on tv.

im nt fair.im supportin both kris & adam at the finale.bt in the end,they'll stil gt albums anyway.i love them both cos 1's tender & the other's more outrageous.BEST SEASON EVER.BEEEESSSSSSST!i heard tt adam is a drag queen.

tis girl singin taylor swift's love story acoustic is beautiful.her name's tiffany.

sentosa

2009-05-13T23:54:00.001+08:00

Star Trek @ Sentosa
star trek was reali epic,bt i thought the makin out part wif the greenie ws vry unnecessary,'ve been paranoid lately.sorry boys(in general).too bd i dun undastan the time-changin story part.bt ppl,its reali a nice catch,u might tink its lame & al bt the animations're so awesome tt they reali brin u in.do catch star trek nw!bt u gota noe the condensed story 1st.
i wen 2 the wrong mrt station & gt mad at bestf.so sorry!
luckily,i ws late 4 20mins cos i hd 2 rush 2 the right station,& so,we caught the 1.30pm show.afta the movie,it ws alr 3.50pm & we were stil at jurong point.so we ran al the way 2 the mrt station.on the way,we saw michelle chia's & shaun chen's wedding fotos on the cover of a magazine.aww,they hd their grand weddin.i ws green wif envy.ok anyway,bestf ws tllin me tt FHM stans 4,"for horny men."he used 2 shake hs head & gv 'tskstsks' whn i claimed i'll model 4 fhm sumday..bt nw he seems 2 approve!

rushed 2 sentosa.

beautiful sunset,managed 2 c the construction of the integrated resorts.we were so late.oh yeah,these days,ive been hvin my pimple outbreak.pls stop starin at my pimple !

clled shiphrah.earlier we told them 2 plan a sabotage 4 bein late,& so we're afraid.

we walked al the way 2 the bicycle rent shop at 1st.bestf insisted i tried on wheels,bt no!i duno hw 2 ride a 2-wheel.ive only cycled whn i ws 8?took the tram 2 siloso beach.

& u noe wt!shiphrah gang laughed & told us they tricked us there.zzzzzz.so we hd 2 go bck.while bestf wen 2 change out.i ws sabo-ed.bt i didnt gt wet much.i ws only wet at the bottom cos they splashed water at me.& i crawled my way through the merlion trail.it ws fun.sinzhe ws laughin out!

nw its hs turn.he ws al wet cos he drenched himself,unlucky.they al hd fun.they volleyed earlier at palawan.

wen bck 2 siloso beach & volleyed.
i only volleyed well wif shiming around,in skul durin pe lessons.didnt gt the ball much,so i didnt hit many balls.

we played volleyball.were discussin & laughin hw sinzhe ws creatin hs own sand indentation.

soon shimin gv up servin.thn i tried & i did an excellent serve on my 1st try.the ball cums 2 me,bt it often goes over me or too near me even whn i stepped bck.bt i hd vry few chances of hittin the ball.

afta tt,i gt reali bored.xueyun took these shots 4 me,they're unglam yet they showed hw the guys hit the ball,& hw we jus caught the ball wifout hittin.its shimin's technique,"if u tink u cnt gt the ball.jus catch it."

cn u spot sinzhe's HUGE indentation?chinghwee's hits were high & far.huihan made sounds whneva he cldnt gt the ball.

sinzhe gv up.& built hs sandcastle wif junyu.he is screamin at tis foto bcos hs foot's numb.

the sun set.we promised 2 go hm afta sunset.bt bestf & i were late,so we continued playin.

& the peacock wanted 2 play wif us.whn we handled the volleyball much beta,shiphrah & xueyun wsnt around anymore.so no one took the shots whn we al volleyed alot beta,esp. whn i gt more chances 2 hit the ball.sorry peeps,guesed y'all jus hv 2 c me as a lousy vball babe.shimin,me,huihan & chinghwee were playin by ourselves thn in the dusk.soon it ws night time.

we wen 2 shower,bestf's towel ws in my bag,so i managed 2 speak 2 a hunk & he did me a favor.bt hs gf stole my shower rm.so i hd 2 wait.ws chattin wif the girls & they told me they wldnt gt scolded 4 goin hm late.it ws alr 8pm.2 girls stood bhind me,so i ws tllin them tt my mum'll kill me.wen bck 2 the beach & enjoyed the nightscene.i nearly fell whn climbin up.thank god huihan hlped me.

saw the colourful imbiah,& so we wen up.

does any1 of u cld literally hear urself out loud?or do u hear the voice in ur head?ive nv xpected 2 hear myself sing & talk,& sound so terribly.i didnt noe i sound so bd thru tele stuff,anyth thru videos & phones.i sound so different thn i THOUGHT.at times,whn i talked softly,frens do tell me i sound pleasant.so i gues its a lady th.here we go again,hw many times ive 2 repeat myself again?

SORRY,I AM TOO YOUNG TO BE A LADY :P be & stay a kid while u stil cn!

imbiah station ws beautiful.

i might reali wana live in the resorts sumday.took the skytrain.my camera sucks.

so we hd tis vry-too-bright foto.they took their own fotos.i ws jus left there.jus lyk volleyball period.

dinner at vivocity's kopitiam.bus-ed hm afta much chattin.

17again

2009-05-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

17 again
chatted wif shiphrah 2 days ago.we caught 17again.it ws awesome.we aso hv the same dreams as taylor swift.taylor dreams of a romantic fairytale,jus lyk any other girl.tis is probably y mos girls love her videos.her videos depicted her hvin a happy-endin wif her hot,sexy & charmin dream guy,& they aso depicted extremely romantic stories tt wld nt reali happened in modern age.al the ball-dancin,tight cosets(ball gowns),royal balls....*sigh* hu wld find sum1 lyk tt?even royalty's wearin shirts & jeans lyk us u noe...

Anastasia ws my favourite cartoon movie whn i ws bout 2-6yrs old.tt ws whn i started dreamin lyk a little girl,sum1 hu reali wans 2 find the prince charmin,hu wld hlped me wif al my needs.i didnt xpect 2 do tis quiz,"which famous queen are you from history?"& reali do turn out 2 b anastasia.its a nice name too,i love russia & diamonds too.yes,pls do read.it reali does describes amos evryth bout me.family time & al.her siblings've fantastic names too.lyk Titiana.& alexi's my godbro!haha,jus lyk anastasia.

4 1nce,i wil nv cll myself a patriot.i hate singapore 4 censorin movies.

EVEN AN 'INNOCENT' FLIM lyk 17again,describin teens' sex lives these days,the authority stil censored certain parts.ARGH!!!!

WATCH THIS VIDEO.im so mad~!they censored 2:44,his hot body shot & 2:50,where the 3 girls were waitin 4 him 4 sex.i love tis movie bcos mike o'donnell,bein old-fashioned,he actualy taught the 2009 kids these days,hw girls shld b respected.i loved the part whn he taught the hole cls,wif hs daughter as hs 'classmate',teachin them hw makin love is sumth u do jus 2 gt the fun out of it.

"its making LOVE isnt it?& by creatin the process,u gt a baby!u gt 2 touch her soft,delicate skin..& realise tt u wld gif evryth u hv in tis world jus 4 her.."

too bd MOST youngsters as shown in the movie these days,ARE DISGUSTING,HORNY & DESPERATE.girls are often disrespected bcos they want 2 b disrespected.cn u imagine wts happenin these days?lyk the 13-yr-old alfie hvin a baby wif hs GIRLFRIEND???

remember this story?
bt oh well,alfie is nt the father afta al.its his girlfriend's other sex partner's baby.
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celebration dinner in advance of mother's day las nite.

strawberry

2009-05-08T20:50:00.005+08:00

Hearts in one,strawberry!
apology given at late dawn ytd.my sister thought i gt him 2 sen me 2 skul.florenz gestured a punch at him.he mus b hurt.thn i wen hm,wif my honey lemon tea & strawberries..

my fav...

a broken heart & a full heart.

& found out tt my sister betrayed me.i ws definitely sad.afta al tis yrs,i thought i ws the closest 2 her.bt nw she's closer 2 roy & florenz.& my grandparents & my parents.im nt even part of the family.im the black sheep.

Im so hurt by someone.

anyway,tis is florenz' creations.she is startin 2 transform plain & simple accessories,2 vry creative yet unique accessories 2 wear out!its vry hard work,she hs 2 place beads on evry single edge.& im sellin it on my blog.do read 4 any items.damn cheap.less thn $10.

u noe?actually more ppl hv started 2 say tt my sister looks lyk an eurasian,especially in fotos.u noe lyk chinese-english ethnic?ive been mistaken 4 an eurasian mre thn 50times i guess.bt nw,ppl tink im startin 2 look lyk malay-chinese,malay-american.gosh....WE ARE PURE CHINESE!!!!funny th is,adam chew,my ex-best fren lyks our sisters' accents!he tinks we're special in some way.sum ndp guy mentioned 1nce i hd tis british accent.lost it recently.RAAAAAH.

lark

2009-05-05T22:39:00.001+08:00

Happy-Go-Lucky

HAHAHAHAHA.HORNY TOYS.

sorry ive been narcastic lately.al of u cn choose nt 2 read tis entry :]

florenz lyk tis foto.jamey lyks the other vry unrated foto.no no,i didnt take nude fotos.bt shall post it nxt time.

i lyk tis!vry modelicious.

oh,mum brought more test samples of perfumes lately.police!

cafecartel

2009-05-02T23:20:00.001+08:00

Apple of my eye
lunch @ bishan's cafe cartel.

creamy spaghetti.the las time i ate pasta wif creamy sauce ws at pastamania.funny th ws,i didnt drink the soup 1st b4 eatin my pasta.i salivated at the sight of the spaghetti.

crispy chicken & fish fillet bites.wif both sour cream & tomato sauce.

r u salivatin?muhahahaha.

u noe,my tea ws too bitter.thn i pour sugar in2 it.poured it at a fast rate,too much sugar wen in.& i apologised 2 my tea.i cldnt hlp bt laugh at my silliness too.

& we jus found out tt the inverted spelling of desserts is 'stressed'.
wich aso conveyed tt,WHEN YOU'RE STRESSED,HAVE DESSERTS!

enjoyin the uvlight.Hahaha.

facebook

2009-04-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

Obama!!!
i watched al the obama videos.
& shahirah agrees tt iman crossan does hv the face of obama.side view.

hah!talkin bout my facebook status.

pls click tis^^
yes ive been sad.bt dun worry ppl,obama saved my day.

he danced jus lyk beyonce!tts the funny part~!

i love lisa lavie,she looks lyk nelly furtado,& her voice rocks!

the twilight movie in minutes is so much better thn the real twilight movie u noe!bella stinks & edward pushed al the perfumes,shampoo & soap.hahahaha~!i love tis asians speakin lyk americans.they grew up in US i gues.

click click click!
enjoy~!

thumbelina

2009-04-27T16:24:00.001+08:00

Hated Yesterday,Glad it's gone
hd jap food 2 days ago!

i gues tts the only part wich i lyked bout 2 days ago at cineleisure.let's nt rake it.by returnin sum1's hp.i cut my thumb while openin the umbrella in the middle of the road,whn i realised there ws no more rain.i ws wonderin,"wt m i doin?"

TODAY ws v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v hilarious~!thx 2 my 2 new buddies,baocheng & jasmine.life cldnt hv been funnier.although 2day i ws indirectly shot at by jasmine,4 nt hlpin her 2 take wrksheets.*sigh*evryth's ws wif jingxiang,& i wld hv only collected 4 friday.so i hd 2 go 2 evry subject tcher & asked 4 al the handouts.in the end,she gt them al,xcept s.s..reali wanted 2 kill myself.

ok.2day ws english day.i ws teachin baocheng.he ws mad at me,4 al my 25-26 out of 30 essays,& my 'just passed' chem results.whereas he suck at english & failed chem atrociously.

me : excuse me.would u stop calling me ZEK?my name isnt zek zek zek lor.wahlao eh.it's JAAAAAADDDDEEEEE.
baocheng : (in chinese)im takin a shortcut.
jasmine : WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!jade...不要弄我笑!
me : u wan me 2 cll u bao ceng???its bao chhhheng isnt it????
baocheng : u c ah..我叫JADE，两秒。我叫zek,一秒，省时间.(call jade = 2s,call zek = 1s,save time T.T)
me : call GER-RALD-DINE.
baocheng : geraldine.
me : SEE,BIASED LOR U.CALL GERALDINE CALL UNTIL SO NICE.i xpected u 2 cll,'ge-le-ding.'
jasmine : hahahahaha....zek...hahahaha zek...(laughing her ass off)
me : cll jasmine.
baocheng : js-mine.
me : no..its JAAAAAS-mine.
jasmine : bao ceng bao ceng.!!!!hahahaha...

& 2 end off the funny day,i made evry1 disgusted at my thumb.
i gv my thumb scar a name.

INTRODUCTION -
name : Thumbelina
she is about 0.1cm wide,exactly 1cm long & probably 0.2cm deep.

DOES ANYONE KNOWS HOW PAINFUL IT IS????????
even my heart is pierced 4 fightin AGAINST conscience.

你不能给我everything..
我要的东西太多了。

想给你everything..
只要你说一声愿意

我不愿意..

choircelebration

2009-04-20T20:10:00.003+08:00

Choir's Celebration
i stood up proud,applauded loudly 4 choir.jasmine claimed i ws over-enthusiastic.i retorted,"i am just proud of myself & the choir."shiphrah & xueyun were brkin dwn."jade,i cnt take it la.."i began holdin bck tears.actualy sumtimes i do asked myself,y do my favourite glass hv 2 shatter?i ws so determined 2 excel in evryth i do,until things made me distressed & 1 mre fren hu changed my life.

cld i jus post al the fotos?

the many pizzas,ready 2 b shared.amanda & i were tllin the choir tt they're al ours.& god,i ws starvin.we were instructed 2 sing 2 the song in sesame street,'i dont want to live on the moon'.bt stil,we're so famished.michelline & i laughed our way,carryin al the boxes outside.thn aso leavin sum 4 the res of the choirmates.i find it sad tt choirmates involved in syf dun even cum 2 celebrate.

oh btw,cheryl oh wans 2 beat me up.& i gues quite a number of ppl in 2T1 hates me 4 no apparant reason.they tink im a racist.

CHERYL OH FROM 2T1,THE CHINESE GIRL WITH WHITE SPECTACLES,WHO HAS HER SKIRT SHORT & LONG FLYING FEELERS.
I DARE YOU TO BEAT ME NOW.SINCE YOU THREATENED ME ON MY TAGBOARD DAYS AGO.BUT I DELETED THAT TAG.I DARE YOU TO CALL YOUR MALAY GANG TO BEAT ME UP OR MURDER ME.I DARE YOU!

i am so happily willing to welcome you to hit me.

FOR YOUR INFORMATION,I AM NOT SCARED OF YOU.

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ok nvm,let us ignore UGLIER people(in appearance & heart).lemme continue bloggin.

we hd 4 different pizza flavours.hawaiian pizza,cheesy sausage,singapura & i 4gt the other 1.hahah.

hungry juniors! :]

al the graduatin seniors!

shimin & vice-chair ivylee.

librarian xueyun & chairman shiphrah.

cuties michelline & yizhen.

edric & huihan.(finaly edric took a foto!)

teddy bear calvin & suxian.

the malays.junaidah,fazleen & khasmira

the chinese.angel,meifung,shihui,jiashin.

tts haochuan,calvin & me!gobblin our 2nd pizza! :]

meiyee & jingen.

mrs ong & ms wang.

jiahui,siuhui,charmaine.wenjie ws too shy 2 take fotos.so he took wif me.bt stil looked dwn.he's so tall alr bein 13yrs old!

the number game.

our fellow shiphrah hd 2 take a bite of the disgustin pizza.

the one she created wif the others.wif lots of chilli,lots of cheese,a bit of pepsi,bit of chicken meat,& other bits 4rm the other pizzas..

nw evry1 wans 2 sabotage ms judith.

eventually...

& delibrately...she hd 2 eat it too!

before...

then...

after!

zhengkang came 2 c us again,& finish our pizzas.i left & they're stil playin the number game.

workout

2009-04-19T19:05:00.002+08:00

Exercise!
i hate my sister.that's all i can say,she've changed,i've changed.

anyway,i didnt exercise much 2day.al i wanted 2 do ws 2 blog & do my hmwrk.wonder if tts a sign of indolence.

tts anne,our neighbour.

& her youngest sister,claire.

& we've gt our racket stuck in the tree.soon,we borrowed a basketball 2 gt it dwn.

we're both too young,too immature,too inexperienced.
sometimes im fighting against my conscience.
all thanks to you.

consolation

2009-04-17T23:56:00.003+08:00

Consolation Prize - Friends
i ws always the senior hu consoles others.
yet 2day,it ws other seniors hu consoled me.
speechless,guilty,regretful.

ive cum in2 tis conclusion tt april is the saddest month of the yr 4 me,i dun tink any other month wld b tis depressin,probably xcept the 7th month cos the ghosts wil haunt me.duno y laaaaaaaaa,they're jus so unhappy wif me.wen 2 c the freshies,chingching brought me around.he hs been talkin bout tis particular eyecandy named joyce lim hu only eats meat & cnt even taste a bit of vege bcos she's allergic 2 VEGGIES.cn u imagine?

ok cn i talk bout her later?i hate pretty girls.HAHAHAHA.walked 2 the sch of IT.
chingching : dun b surprised if many ppl stare at u later.
me : huh? oh my gosh.r there gona b many many frens of urs?

ok i got it.yes,evry1 turned.EVERYONE not in the field.
girl : eh lennaaay,ur friend uh?sure not.dun lie la.
chingching : ask her..
me : friends. (:
girl : r u 4rm ngee ann aso?
me : nono.m hvin my o's tis yr.
girl : oh..ure vry pretty!!
me : ...no...hmm..kay..

thn i saw mark,shoutin lyk a mad man,runnin around holdin a flag.they're al playin wif the freshies.km ws shocked tt i came & he ws takin shots.soon,i spotted alphonsus,chingching clled out 2 him.we locked eyes 4 a few secs,b4 he recognised me."eh jade?wt r u doin here?hahaha...orh..cum & find lennnaaaaay uh?"he threw hs bag over 2 chingching.we met yongjie,hs bday jus passed.wished him long ago.even he ws stunned tt i ws hangin around lyk a student.the swings were too small 4 my fat ass.

there ws no internet connection.so we wen near the loft.the loft seems lyk a vry normal blocks of flats.bt ive been dreamin of homes lyk the loft's.so spacious & beautiful.gt so caught up wif time,tt i made him turn up late 4 their briefin.met hs fren amirah & another guy.heard 4 qiuxuan tt evry1 ws lookin 4 him.whn we wen bck,alphon gt mad at him & took bck hs bag.it ws my 1st time witnessin the scene of 'larky' alphon givin a frown.told him nt 2 gt angry & he jus ignored me.thn even mervin wondered where we wen.i didnt xpect 2 feel mre alone whn i wen there 2 c evry1 i knew again.in the end,i refused 2 enter the rms as they were holdin their briefins.mervin & chingching came out a couple of times,askin me 2 enter bt i felt so bd,i insisted i didnt wan 2.

i ws spendin time walkin around,actually sobbed while practisin math al by myself,bcos i felt bd makin chingching late 4 hs briefin,along wif the others,collectin the equipments.& felt even worse whn i didnt chat wif the others properly.didnt even c jingyin at al.let alone talkin 2 alphon again.*sigh*

its lyk,im the earthling,sufferin 4rm the UV light rays,bt stil smilin at the brighter sun.

waited 4 at least 2 hrs,qiuxuan left 4 dinner wif jingting.i met jingting 4 the 1st time.talked 2 her on the phone 1nce.she ws such a funny person.

chingching accompanied me.they were watchin a movie in there.so he came out.thn we saw joyce walked by wif a huge gang of frens followin her & her 'rumoured' boyfriend.aiyah,famous la famous la.she & her entourage.*rolls eyes*

sorry but i am so jealous.hahaha,nt a sin rite?its only natural 4 ugly girls lyk me 2 admire pretty girls bcos they jus cnt b lyk them.it ws alr 6.30pm.clled jingyin at 7pm & she told us she might nt join us 4 dinner.so we contacte mervin & waited 4 another hr,around the haunted places,library thn finaly outside cheers.thn we left tgt.took the same bus as amirah.i rested while they chatted.soon,we wen 4 dinner w/o her.

i started askin bout the no. of eyecandies they've seen.of course if any american hunks wld even gt enrolled in2 a polytechnic.ok,thn we chatted bout joyce.mervin named her the 'carnivore'.& they were discussin bout tis 2 other girls,wich 1 tinks the other ws prettier while the others tinks tt the other 1 is prettier.if u gt wt i mean.

chingching : 没有lor.(i tink the name's yiling,uh hu cares)我觉得 -ling 比较美.
smervf : 是meh?我觉得 -xin's(i 4gt the names!!!)比较美
me : hey.wt bout the joycelim tt he mentioned bout?
smervf : wich 1?oh..the carnivore huh?
me : LOL.so bad!
boys : really ma!she eats only meat.
me : yeahyeah i 4gt...
smervf : i heard she vomits afta eatin vege.committee vry shocked lo whn we saw her survey form."only can eat meat." thn we're so stunned.
me : yeah.we saw her jus nw.she seems tall & so slim 4rm afar.her hair's long & she's reali pretty.
smervf : 人家讲她有点像jessica alba.ok la,i tink so too.

of course i ws jealous.
me : she stole my middle name!she looks lyk jessica alba?!WHAT THE HECK!!!
smervf : eh dun jealous leh..
me : so direct....

chingching : har nor.你的杀气很重..
smervf : 你jealous什么？你也是不错嘛....
me :
chingching : tts wt i told her!!!& she always says she's fat.
smervf : ok wt!!!
chingching : exactly!
me : hahahahahaha...

haha if u tink im easily jealous,thn ure wrong ppl.i didnt even c her face.i only saw hw un-photogenic she looks.

dinner ws served fas in minutes at 9pm.stingy mervin didnt wan 2 len me hs precious 'wife' a.k.a hs macbook a.k.a,hs life & so on..he reminded me of my sickenin sister.hu ws as selfish.bt no,mervin wsnt a selfish person.he jus thought i shld use the internet afta dinner at BaliThai.

wan a sip of my iced lime tea cooler?or their sparkling red dracula?

we ordered tom yum soup(med),pineapple rice(med),fishcakes,babykailan & steamed rice.my fav~!

the mediums' cost us a bomb.stupid waitress.

kay,they sent me home.time 2 sleep on mervin's sleepin bag.hahaha..so comfy!

syfresults

2009-04-16T23:04:00.001+08:00

Syf Results
if u ask me again bout my dream guy.the qualities he mus b endowed wif r a list long.bt up 2 date,ive nv found a guy hu 100% tinks the same as me.until 2day.

might seem weird bt it is the cherubic runner-up of American Idol Season 7's David Archuleta.

tis guy,tis extremely adorable chubby guy.

i am his type of girl.look,i'm serious here.i read this 4rm IN section.
Q : How should a girl catch your attention?
David : I think a girl should catch my attention by being herself,being natural.You know,you hear those things when people first meet,they're so nervous and they're trying to impress and it still works out from that,but it's hard when everyone is like that now,you know?People I've never met before,they know who i am.I like it when people have a little bit of confidence to them.Not in an arrogant or cocky way,but in a way they respect themselves.I like it when people love to have fun,are adventurous,like to try new things.I like people who loves music,I think everyone loves music,so i don't think that it is too hard to find someone like that.

i hope 2 make tis clear tt im nt tryin 2 brag bout hw gd i'm or hw im tryin 2 make ppl tink tt,'oh jade's suitable 4 david.'im jus sharin my thoughts.

this is it.he answered my answers to the questions i've been asked.
Q : Tell us about your first love?
David : Well,during school time I was always afraid,because i was always like 'oh,I'm not old enough to worry about that' and I still feel like I'm still young.
I'm always afraid of having feelings for someone in the wrong way because you always see these teenage heartaches and its so annoying to me.Because it's like 'oh they were my life,now I can't live without them'.

You're 16,get over it.
You're still in school.
You probably don't even know a lot of things in life,how would you know what love is?

That's what I always wondered,that's why I still feel like I'm waiting for the right time.I don't want to get caught up with it quite yet.I'm sure that I'll know when i meet the right person because I think there'll be a different feeling about them.Right now,there's so much going on,I don't want to focus on things that i shouldn't be worried about yet at a young age.But you know,anything can happen,I'm still looking.

as u cn read the bold words,amos evry single th he said,is evry1 ive always reminded others & myself.its vry hard 2 find guys wif such tinkin in modern days nw.i hope he talks in2 sum sense in al of us,generally as singaporeans.

surely u dun wana hv a boyfren tt u tink u'll marry someday bt leave u eventually & realise u dun hv the academic potential 2 gt a job?
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2day is the 1st time i made sum1 cried jus 2 b fair 2 evry1 else,includin myself.
i feel bad,but at the same time,i feel stupid and nosey.

in the mrt,we heard tt modern dance gt a gold award.the res were freakin out.shimin,junyu & i remained so calm.

we hd high hopes tt we'll gt a silver.

at vch,julia & eunice 4rm ndp's queenstown sec screamed 4 my name.we're reprimanded by sum malay lady.gt up 2gther & waited.we al cldnt gt in,it ws al seated wif choirs of Day 2(wich is 2day)
guy : hey jade!do u remember me?
me : ???
guy : im 4rm wycf..
me : oh..yeah.u do look familiar.wts ur name?
guy : joonyou.
me : joonyou?ok..

i suggested we took a foto 2gther later,he agreed & told me the hunchback's name ws aaron.aaron 4rm wycf.i do rmb him.i ws so glad 2 c them.junhui & daniu saw me again.stuart hd english remedial :/ soon,jieyi,huihan & suxian came,al dressed up fashionably.joonyou ws 4rm victoria school,ive nv reali quite met a guy lyk him,so soft-spoken in a gentlemanly way.typical of him in a boys' school,he ws disgusted at shiphrah's sittin posture,wif her legs crossed up the wooden stand.i laughed too loudly,vry un lady-like etiquette & i ws embarrassed whn he chuckled at my silly laughter.so much 4 bein feminine,shimin actualy sat lyk a lady.

i admire guys lyk tt.thn thos hu speak loudly lyk gangsters & spout al the vulgarities lyk uneducated people.amanda,xueyun,shiphrah & i were flippin thru the scores of the choirs.thn we saw a girl 4rm wycf wich amanda mistook her 4rm ndp.shiphrah & i walked to & fro,bt cldnt reali gt 2 take fotos wif junhui & daniu.they were talkin 2 girls so we felt a little awkward.spotted ms wang wif her new extended permed hair.or mayb she reali grew her hair.thn we saw the judges outside VIP rm & ms sim too.told a guy 2 brk in2 the hall & he laughed.sum cute 13-14yr old victoriaschool choir boys were tryin 2 open the door,they're adorably naughty.thn i ws tllin shimin tt i reali wana pinch them.she thought i ws dirty-minded & wanted 2 pinch their butt.sum guys giggled 4rm bhind.

ms sim came out & started announcin the results.evry1 ws silent & we glued ourselves 2 the television.the 1st skul gt a bronze.2nd school & 3rd school(deyi sec i tink)both got silver.

ms sim : Choir number 4,Woodgrove Secondary School,.....(i ws waitin 4 it.i knew we might gt a silver.it ws 50-50,make it work,make it work)

BRONZE

immediately.there ws a complete silence,al laughter ws lost.evry1 kpt quiet.i saw aaron gv an up-side dwn smile.i tink he hd nv noticed me 4rm wycf.shiphrah started weepin.amanda alr sobbed.jieyi eyes were red.huihan & junyu's smiles were gone.apparantly xueyun ws smsin the results.i ws tryin 2 cheer them up.i told amanda if she wld take fotos wif the wycf frens jus 4 the las time.cos we'll mos likely nv c them again.she shook her head.in a blink of an eye,tears were streamin dwn 4rm shimin's eyes.

ms sim : Choir number 21.number 21,Victoria School....GOLD WITH HONOURS!
& they al jumped up & dwn wif shouts of extreme joy.

it ws a dark tioror 4 us.
i didnt xpected it too.i told xueyun nt 2 cry..bt soon,i suddenly started sobbin.xinmin gt gold again too.queenstown gt bronze again & they hd a dramatic,"huh...."evry1 took their bags & left me alone.jus thn,evryth ws over.i wen over 2 spot junhui & daniu.i stil didnt wana regret...bt suddenly..

me : sorry,i wanted to take photo with you both but i dont have the mood..
junhui : its okay(he pat me on the shoulder)cheer up.

i saw ms judith & pushed daniu aside.she asked me bout the whereabouts of the res & told me nt 2 cry.she began tuggin me & consolin me.she smiled,she ws proud of us,she reminded me tt we stil hd 2 stan tall.wen over 2 the res hu hv walked furthur.they were al cryin.so i told them tt we stil hd 2 encourage theother ccas,b proud of our efforts & move on.4rm far,we saw victoria cheerin.we were happy 4 them.we walked & bhind us were sum girls of a happy gold choir.shiphrah nearly gt knocked dwn by a car.near the river,we stil cried,i ws consolin shimin,she aso agreed tt at the vry least,we didnt gt COP.

xueyun ws worried bout others' comments.amanda too.bt i told them we didnt hv 2 care.sunset ws beautiful.ms judith gv evry1 hugs xcept me.her eyes were watery afta she hugged shimin,"i cannot see people cry."same here,whn i saw evry1 cried,i cried.& xueyun scolded me cos i told her nt 2 cry!thn i complained 2 ms judith tt she didnt hug me.left wif sum laughs.shiphrah ws vry quiet.

we al started waitin 4 jieyi & the res.thn i started talkin 2 xueyun & shiphrah.thn i wen over 2 amanda,jieyi & the res came & we al dcided 2 go 4 dinner.amanda too agreed tt we didnt gt COP,& if we gt a gold,we'll b equally as happy as victoria.shimin aso felt tt ms judith wld nt b beta off too bcos she's receivin commens 4rm the hole staff members,al the tchers,so ths're mre difficult 4 her 2 stan up 4 us.bukit batok gt silver again.amanda & i laughed whn i mentioned ttwe'll al changed sex 2 join victoria's choir jus 4 the fame.bt we cnt,obviously.soon,i cheered them up.i ws glad.bt deep inside,i ws breakin too.breakin nt bcos of wt my clsmates or other ccas wld say...bt our OWN FELLOW CHOIRMATES.

people like ivan.
who was once my best junior friend.

tried 2 talk 2 jieyi..bcos huihan & suxian & her were left alone,foloin us 2 marina square mall 4 the hole time.soon we began smilin minute by minute.we passed by esplanade,where a new bar is opened & we reminisce al ndp & wycf memories.it felt so gd bein in the heart of singapore.reali gd.i even suggested we sat outside 4 fresh air at the food court.it ws an amazin nite wif the great scenery.leavin the food court,bukit batok said hi 2 us enthusiastically.thn we walked away,i suggested we gv them sum gd commens."good job or sumth lyk tt."so evry1 escalated dwn,amanda pulled me 2 them & we al said hi..

amanda & me : we're jus here 2 tll u tt u guys did a great job.
bukit batok : u too!thank you!!!!u guys were gd too..bye~!
amanda : they're vry frenly de.

in the mrt,cldnt take a proper grp shot bcos xueyun ws impatient wif junyu.evry1 ws impatient wif him & thn my cam gt impatient & ran out of batt.felt vry left out cin shimin & amanda bein close,& evry1 else talkin.chatted wif amanda 4 a bit,she listened attentively & tried 2 cheer me up.

thn we took pics & we al wen hm..

syfday

2009-04-15T18:20:00.003+08:00

SYF's Choir D-Day

#04

entered the AVA rm & didnt even start practice.i wanted 2 go bck 2 cls immediately.instead.we hd sum foto-takin.edric ws too camera-shy tt he ran away angrily.

2day i shall post more fotos & type less.(i'll try my best k?)
thn we hd warmups n practiced our 3 songs 2gther.zhengkang came in.he's so skinny nw & stil crackin lame jokes bt we laughed.

whitehorses,tioror,ubicaritas.
xinyi & xiangting entered,our previous chairman-s too.2 me,xinyi ws the bes.soon pk came in & ms judith wen lyk,"oooo.sexaye ooo."her eyes popped whn she saw al our pretty alumni.angela caught my eye wif her new dyed auburn rebonded hair.b4 brkfas,calvin told me tt,"tis is the outcome of choir.al the shuai gers & mei nus."angela hs the same levis jeans as me bt she wore it bes.pk & her hd make up on.evry alumnus xcept zhengkang came in sleeveless tops inside their jackets & jeans.

i taught ms judith hw 2 take a foto lyk tt.random bt she took the belle of choir!chatted wif ms judith.shiphrah waste food!we changed in2 our costumes.

afta evry1 came bck,it ws makeover time!

the guys & i found sum songs 2 gt ths movin.while evry1 else ws hvin their makeover.

i introduced 'norwegian recycling'.the guys aso rapped 2 T.I's dead & gone.

the guys w/o edric.

choir.

b4 lunch,ms judith came in wif elmo shirt.foloed by the other tchers.thn she bought 1 4 ms yee too.the eyes wan 2 tll us 2 focus & smile lyk elmo.wen 2 vch,amanda spotted a wycf girl.met xinmin sec b4 us soon afta tt.they're a gold choir,they were spoilin their voice by talkin & laughin out loud.thn i saw daniu,& junhui enthusiastically waved 2 me.i ws so glad 2 c them.daniu cldnt find me,spot stuart!!!hehe.rongyao pointed out at mr yong.its been mths since i las met these wycf frens.

wen 4 warmups again near the streets.foreigners were lookin at us.

thn the tour guide said,"about their sesame street shirts,im nt sure y they're wearin it."ms yee heard it & told ms judith.HAHAHAHAHA.thn we started tunin in2 the 3 songs.soon we wen in.saw christie.she changed hairstyle again,she's nw a mature-lookin wif her elegant short black hair.at vch,i felt quite calm.i kpt sneezin though.saw ms sim & she wished us gd luck.soon it ws our turn.& i saw mr toh,ms angila,ms dawn & mr joel amongst the audience.

at 1 point i felt tt altos were too loud.thn afta white horses ended,ms yee mouthed,'too loud.' at us.suddenly i felt less confident.bt i tried my bes 4 ti or or.ms yee said 'not bad'.thn ubicaritas.& she told us we did a 'good job'.evryth ended.jus lyk tt.the judges were spread out,they kpt writin & kpt lookin at the scores.the audience's applause wsnt vry convincin.bt we al thought we cld gt silver.we watched xinmin per4med 2 acappella songs.they were gd & their white horses were fas.they pronouced 'pas-tures' as 'PARS-TURES'.we're horrified.

the nxt th i knew ws al these fotos.

whn i saw junhui,stuart & daniu ws actualy approachin me & shiphrah.
thn they left.& they boarded the bus.& we bid farewell 1nce again.tmr wil b the results.found out tt zhengkang wrks at pastamania.i tink i did c him 1nce b4.he told me the pay wsnt gd.

baocheng

2009-04-14T19:54:00.002+08:00

Pursuing Perfection
nobody wants a beauty without brains
being yours w the flawless,porcelain skin & light auburn hair

gt cls fotos 2day during LCD test.i cldnt stop laughin at baocheng's cute bubbly face at funshot 2.so funy.hahahah.thn he pointed at my face at funshot 3 & mumbled sumth 2 me bt i didnt hear.hs direct comments were shockin cos he ws such a serious person."wt?","很美.",(stunned)he blushed & laughed.bt he ws jus kiddin anyway.we've received sum rumours lately,al thx 2 nardnard(accordin 2 weekee).weekee nicknamed evry1 in cls.so cute.

me : eh baocheng.我刚才一直看着自己
baocheng : *vomit*你看你每一个照片都有一样的表情
me : 哪里有？

he points at al the fotos on my table & claims tt i hv the same smiles & expressions.at least im a natural.i dun lyk 2 pose exaggeratively.some girls were laughin at geraldine's faces.i cldnt hlp bt giggled too.she claimed she looked vry round in them wich jasmine & i kinda agreed.calvin found a girl's coins on her previous seat.shimin ws cute whn she waited 4 the couple 2 make out b4 returnin the coins.

shimin : thn wt u wan me 2 do..i noe i noe.跟他们回家thn等他们做完thn,"eh你的钱uh!"
me : haha.she's malay.
sinzhe,rayen & shimin continued the joke.haha,teenage couples these days.

lackin mathematics practice.*sigh*

jokes

2009-04-09T20:24:00.002+08:00

Woodgrove Idols?anticipate!
today is joker day.
i havent laugh so much for ages until ivylee told me to shut up.it totally stabbed my heart.sometimes you just want to laugh all you worries out damn freaking loud,inconsiderately thunderingly loud,but people just dont want to hear your sickening irritating hyena laughter.

in cls 2day,leonard came 2 me & asked me in chinse bout the flower on my table.

leonard : eh u put the flower not zoar teng meh?(isnt ur flower a little in the way?)
me : no uh.ok lar.y leh?(omg im so freakin singlish these days.)
leonard : i put my bks on the table aso no space alr lor.
jasmine : har nor har nor.i aso tink so.she say wnt leh.

saw leonard gestured sum wrestlin movements.thn i told him sumth.
me : leonard.u noe rite.i cn visualise u in WWE lor,seriously.
jingxiang,baocheng,jasmine,leonard : HAHAHAHAHAHA~!
leonard : L-O-L la u.
me : im serious.i cn imagine cin u on tv on WWE at causewaypoint.eh baocheng,if u wrestle wif him,i tink he'll win.
baocheng : ARE YOU SERIOUS?wrestle wif me?hw cn it b???of course i win..

leonard the wrestler describes hw wrestlers wrestle.i made jasmine laugh 4 2 periods,jingxiang too.i ws talkin 2 myself & baocheng ws totaly stunned.he reali tinks im 4rm woodbridge.so he made jasmine laughed reali badly durin serious s.s cls.thn khalil started singin a random song he created in al different genres.we played along.told him 2 try rock,jazz,hiphop,rnb,techno ws hilarious.he did it in hs fastest pace,thn i said monotone,& he made a reali flat 'melody'.WE LAUGHED OUT SO LOUD WE DISTURBED EVRY1.suggested he joined wdgrove idol.michelline & i were tinkin bout it.

i ws tllin jasmine.
me : eh jasmine.did u realise tt the 4 of us,khalil,shahirah,baocheng & me,lyks 2 sing?& we're seated in a row!
jasmine : *laughs*yaya...
me : (told khalil the same thing)
shahirah : hahahaha!
khalil : we'll form a singing group uh..
me : I WANTED TO SAY THAT.I WANTED TO SAY THAT!!!HAHAHAHA.of al different genres.

& jus b4 i wanted 2 say tt baocheng sings a genre of chinese opera.
marissa : baocheng is chinese opera.
me : i wanted 2 say tt too.hahaha..
khalil : uh i noe!baocheng cn b our bckup singer.jade..u'll b the (i 4gt wt im bt jasmine began laughin)thn farah is in charge of the keyboard..thn me...i solo...
me : oh jasmine sings too!
khalil : jasmine cn b the rapper.yo wassup i am the top student in class...
everyone : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

baocheng broke hs chair due 2 body weight.he sat lyk he ws waitin 4 hs shit 2 b passed out.gek sai.thn jasmine & i were tinkin of the japanese advertisement.

gaby : baocheng...你以为你是那个什么 much effort,little effort..的广告uh?
everyone : (laughs,as usual)

SOY JOY!
im stil hvin a vry bd sore throat & irritatin flu.SYF IS NOT FAR AWAY!

SO HAPPY W/O MY FAMILY & YOU.

WGS sportsday

2009-04-03T23:06:00.002+08:00

Wgs' Sports Day 2009
aryna made an order 2 gt evry1 2 reach at 6.55am.bt sadly,only 6 few clsmates arrived.hahah.

these are the dancers 4 2day! :D
when weekee arrived,geraldine & i ws screamin at her beautiful bangs.weekee is so freakin pretty wif bangs.fyi,she cuts her own fringe.

it ws the start of the event.al the runners pledged.

watchin the 1st 100m boys' & girls' relays wif jiahui.

,munchin sum sushi,bread & eatin sum fried rice.they're al hvin brkfas!we gt our clstee & mos of us were unhappy.esp. jasmine.i ws unhappy bcos my name didnt hd a smiley,jasmine too.we're furthur enraged whn 6 other classes 4rm sec 1 - 4,hd the same type of jersey as us.white & red,frustratin.we chose white & orange,& the design looks weird at the bck,more cartoonic thn cool.M sizes were too big.evry1 ws complainin.& ours cost $20.2 bes clses,4e2 & 4e1,sharin the same type of shirt.

talk bout ivylee's personal fan.teeeee cooling..

ncc's per4mance!irfaan snapped these shots.

c wt i took.hw cool is the throw by abid??high isnt it?
aryna : now,may i announce that we'll have the cheering competition coming up.from classes 1E1.......& 4E1!

WE WERE THE ONLY UPPER SEC CLASS.chelsea,joanne,shiphrah & jacqueline hd earlier asked bout our cheer per4mance.3E1 ws kicked out bcos of disunity ytd,tts hw we gt chosen 4 the final & 3rd presentation 2 mr billy.they told me they initialy practised show luo's new dance moves too,bt we gt it too so they dropped it.they promised they supported us,yayness!

i tink 1E1 ws seriously cute,i didnt noe the choir girls were so active & surprisinly,loud & a little boyish.im complimentin...

take a short peek.i only took a short part.the two girls at the bck of the 4ppl r my choir juniors.i thought 1N2 ws thunder in volume.bt mos sec 1s' cheers were the same.

evry1's xpectin us.enjoy us in video format.heeeee.

so lyk we did the cheer supportin YOG too,khalis & tansir,our cheer duet.in formation of the 5 coloured circles of olympics.if u noticed.afta much practice,im jus glad i didnt missed out any step,bt i ws stil a little rush at the beginnin.wich brins bout y jinghui ws mischieviously teasin me & mimic my moves.instructed ezra 2 take 2 videos cos the files were alr huge.im dancin in front of junleong & diagonally right bhind michelline(centre).

jinghui ws laughin at me :( many thought she ws injured whn she ran,bt she honestly told me tt her shoelaces were loosened so she gt the las place.i found my mistake,i looked abit awkward wif the hand movements at 1st.oh well.wansy & clsmates thought i did bes,cos i ws the mos energetic.bt overall,they stil tink we did a spectacular per4mance.michelline & geraldine soon came & i make sure they gt compliments 4rm the 2T1 juniors of mine.

we're grateful 2 our clsmates,at las,i felt tt the gd times were rollin.changed out 2 the new clstee.wifout my smiley.

actualy i only wanted 2 take fotos wif weekee's fabulous bangs,bt she cldnt take it off.so 4 convinience's sake,may i present the 3 princesses?千金三公主,xpectin hearthrobs 2 woo us in near future.*laughs out loud*

偶像chunyeow&帅哥denson.

lovely jocelyn!

derek ws supposed 2 b our wdgrove idol.hot favourite in skul!

dearest glib tongue,jacqueline.i promised chelsea & jinghui i'll c them run.bt i 4gt whn they were runnin,actualy.sry girls!so sorry..

choonhup & junhao were laughin at my clstee's name,ja-deh.cute rite?i mean,sounds cute bt im nt cute.sry if i offended any1.choonhup ws laughin out loud cos i ws no longer the jialat danny,him & xinquan used 2 cll on sports day 2007.hw i missed those days.

junhao as a godbro,as a fren,as a junior,hv treated me alot beta in the past few months,may god blessed him wif al the love,concern & happiness 2 let him noe life is stil worth livin.he hs come 2 hs senses & changed 4 only the beta,pls let him stay young & cute 4eva.junhao,even afta i graduate,i wil stil miss u.i reali wil.al the bes,2 ur ambition of seekin bck ur childhood happiness.

chatted wif the alumni,stil as horny as eva.i ws shocked 2 c the unseen.azal,i hope ur balls dun hurt nw.b careful nxt time.missin al of my buddies,firdaus,azal & irwan.miss my darling,aziz & besf jasper.

i saw syafiq run & dropped the baton,the hole crowd wen,"oh~".& shah stil got up & ran 1st.hweva,they were disqualified as they were out of the line whn he took the baton again.awww.sad case.

tis junior,he used 2 tink im weird.nw i feel so moved by hs direct comments & sincere compliments.hs name is philip tan.philip says tt,"姐姐，你跳舞很好看！u al sure win alr,our cls al nt as gd as ur cls.im serious."(jiejie,you can dance really well)i stil admired hs self-discipline,respect 4 others.he's a great child.hs fren mistook us 4 bgr,& he ws tllin hs fren bout hw great my singin sounds,as a choir member.

philip : (mandarin)derek is wdgrove idol rite?
me : he's 2nd in place.a malay sec 1 guy tt yr gt the title.muhaimin,there,the emcee up there.nxt time i'll show you.im tinkin of joinin wdgrove idol.
philip : (immediate thumbs up)good good!i will vote for you.
me : wah...u wil support me?
philip : emm.(assured me wif heavy nods)
syafiq : ur brother uh?
me : no.a junior.wana b my godbro?
philip : i hv 1 alr.in malaysia.
me : take pic wif me.
philip : huh.dun wan laaa.
me : im goin 2 graduate alr leh..(sad eyes)
syafiq : jus take.jus take wif her.

philip tan,im goin 2 miss u bdly too.

alexi,desmond & clsmates were bullyin me.they too finaly alowed me 2 take a foto of them since im graduatin.hopefully i do of course.daniel tinks i danced weird,he showed me hw normal evry1 else looked.bt i ws the over reactive 1.so cute,al the girls were laughin.& i hope the indian girl 4rm 1E1 readin tis,tags my blog!haaa.

it ws amos the end of the event.the winners took their medals & smiled brightly 4 the cameras.

i cheered crazily 4 francis.we hvnt spoken in a while.& i didnt take a foto wif him.haiz.

i didnt noe huhhuh cld run,a.k.a taoyi.

edwin bullied me,he scared me whn he wen up 2 francis.grrr.ws thn chattin wif weizhong & taoyi.weizhong transferred skul whn he ws in P2.i cnt blive linshan stil rmbs him!linshan,weizhong says he TINKS he stil rmbs u bt might hv 4gotten ur face.

sherman clled me a pervert 4 takin hs close-up shot.handsum mah,wt 2 do?

prize presentation,aryna announced 4E1's big name thrice consecutively.we won the level,overall & cheering competition champion!

heard 4rm geraldine tt jasmine bcame vry hyperactive & lyk she wore the clstee happily.

she swore she wldnt wear it unles we al gt a change of tee due 2 error in printin & colour codin.

imitatin our cls' scholar,tis is wt al the guys did.

reintroducin again,the 6 dancers!

alexi : wah..jade..they couple uh?
me : no la!

newly-found friends.
so mervin,i wana take my words bck.im no longer a loner in skul!mr justin earlier told us 2 do the 3 cheers 4 the sunshine,sportsmanship & discipline 2day.he questioned us sumth 2 wif a reward of 10bucks."what did the mother volcano said to her son volcano?"afta much guessin,esp. 4rm 1N2,they tried their las wif alexi sayin,"i lava you."khalil sent 4e1 a thank you sms wif tt endin too.

geraldine,weekee & chinghwee accumpanied me 4 lunch.we laughed so crazily & loudly at yoshinoya.al thx 2 gay chingching made us so gay.

i missed primary school.
anyway,walked them 2 tekong park & played abit of bball.its been a long time since i touched a basketball.asked eugene's dad bout eugene.heard tt he ws stil 1 of the top students in cls.

small kids pushed me & chingching on the merry-go-round.

i ws dizzy & oddly,it ws actualy my 1st time sittin on a merry-go-round.

baocheng came,

& i wen hm soon afta tt.

friends

2009-03-31T20:53:00.001+08:00

Differentiation
its so difficult 2 differentiate a hypocrite out of ur gd fren.2day michelline ws tllin me tt the petition against ms lee ws actualy against mr quek!boy,i ws flabbergasted.chatted wif chinghwee on the phone ytd,np is nw invitin the 'freshies'(2 wt they call the freshmen),he passed the phone around 2 my familiar acquaintances.

jingyin xpected it,she knew i'd missed her.chinghwee ws remindin me bout hw famous i sounded,cos i ws talkin 2 1 fan afta another.hahah!the mos carin 1s were qiuxuan & mervin.qiuxuan ws askin me bout my mood these days & stress in skul.mervin hv forced the words out of my saddened heart,"'ve been much of a loner in school,dun reali talk 2 weekee much anymore 2 nw tt there's a change in seatin arrangements."

chinghwee : 好了吗？到下一个了吗？
me : ya ya!!my favourite!!!phonphon!!
alphon : hello!who are you?
me : -_- .....wt cold treatment.win alr lor.
alphon : seriously..orh..u r jaaade huh?
me : duh?no la no la.ur girlfriend.
alphon : hey dun anyhw say.no bcos u sound lyk my fren ma.actualy ur voice quite common la.
me : where got?my voice's so special.btw hor alphon,u said u'd buy me a drink?
alphon : ya lor!tt day i aso forgot.my bad my bad.sorry k?i 4gt ma..
me : hahaha so cute.

feel less lonely thn.

durin recess ytd,khalil,shahirah & i were busy rushin through the piles of hmwrk & listenin 2 sleeq's new album.they rule,best malay hip-hop duet eva.i reali enjoyed their songs,& khalil cldnt b mre hysterical nw.or we'll burst & xplode ourselves while laughin.talk bout khalis' addictive packet of lakerols.i wen giddy due 2 overdose.
i chanced upon straps at the bookshop.they al hd names of the football clubs.immediately i saw 'manchester united' & 'liverpool'.bt i asked 4 chelsea 1st bcos i wsnt a fair-weathered fan.so i bought man u instead.desmond ws lyk,"eeee man u sucks."evil..wen bck 2 cls 4 COACH & khalil saw it.

obama khalil : eh wts tt?oh u support man u?yeeeeeeaaahhh~!*knocks fist with mine*where u buy?
me : bookshop.$1.50
geraldine : its a handphone strap.u cn hang it anywhere u wan..bag..wallet aso cn..
obama khalil : oh..haha khalis support liverpool.loussy uh.
me : no actualy i support chelsea too./
khalil : ew.hahaha.lemme see.

he pulled me by the strap.so i shot him a dirty look & joked.
me : OMG WHAT U TRYIN 2 DO?
khalil : huh wt??
me : kiddin kiddin.i thought u wanted 2 c my cleavage.
khalil : cleavage?wts tt?ohoh...i noe..actualy wts tt uh?the breasts??
me : hahah no!the deep line between breasts.
khalil : oh u hv uh??

ahem,4 my little secret,i only shared it wif khalil.bt al i cn say is tt we only talked bout cleavage & nth else.aso elaborated on hw cleavages r formed.laughed lyk crzy.thn we found out tt coach ws cancelled.so jasmine,michelline,geraldine,me & junleong were discussin bout formation.
& we practised the show luo's dance 4 sports day.sherman & frens were watchin so they're shy.& we paused many times & discussed alot.thn only jingxiang & sherman wanted 2 c us.the res left.funy th ws,sherman made a suggestion.tt jingxiang wld pause the music randomly & we'll hv 2 stop al movements.

sherman : so u wil hear the song thn 'teeeeeeeeee~hhhh'.

jasmine & the res began laughin out loud.
jasmine : (did the 1st few hand movements)thn teeeeehhhh.thn mus stop here.hahahahahahaha...

so the dance hd tis little cock movement,wich we taught khalil 1nce,"wt if i do tt thn my th fly out?"we hd 2 'protrude' the front of the bottom,if u gt wt i mean.
me : stop at the right moments.u dun anyhw pause at the wrong places.later dadada,thn teeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhh....(did cock movement)
everyone : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *gasps* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

wen hm,mum found my pair of geeky specs in the singapore polytechnic pencil case.i wonder if it brins a hint,bcos ths hv been turnin the right way.ths r gtin jus a little bit beta.

hs the feelin fade?is tis the 'aftermath' of al tt 'infatuation'?
somehow,i feel happier,luckier,i am sorry,but i think this time,it's for real.
*sneeze* - god bless you

apple

2009-03-28T22:14:00.001+08:00

Accessories
actualy,i do wan 2 start a wantlist nw.afta goin shoppin wif leeeeenny.i dcided 2 name him Malcolm."but its so shakespear-ish." :P by rite,i ws xpectin a bbq 2 atten 2.makin it up 2 me,he treated me 2 lunch at yishun's northpoint 2.the new shoppin mall looked fantastic.it hd a mini-eatery of japanese cuisine.met sum frenly aunties.1 of them mistook Malcolm as 'mei nu'.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.i just CANNOT stop laughin OUT LOUD.

i hd curry chicken katsu.he hd sum omelette rice.the food ws reali gd bt i ws kinda bloated eating 60% of my food.

beautiful.

nxt,i found myself in an apple store gladly bein a DJ in the hse at 6.15pm in wheelock place.Malcolm wanted 2 gt earpiece & a screen protector,i didnt hv enough cash 2 buy a screen protector 4 my iPOD classic.i ws interested in the macbooks displayed so i played iTunes afta the macbook PRO caught my eye.gt 2 find sum couple of great music along my randomnes.

thn it sounded reali loud,& i realised tt these were al speakers.

I AM STUNNED,CONFUSED,SURPRISED,ECSTATIC.i wanted them immediately.plus my pc's speakers r useles nw.i aso realised its been ages since ive las stepped in2 an apply store.OH MY GOD,THEY'RE BEAUTIFUL.

hv u eva tasted chilli chocolate?weird huh?
here's our scoops of orange chocolate & my fav!caramel&macadamia nut!

ws lookin 4 a bus stop 2 board a bus straight bck 2 wdlands.til i passed by the thai exhibition,mesmerized by the voices of a band wich hv serenaded me in completely.boy,i ws so glad i stepped in.bcos if i hdnt,i wldnt hv met tis wonderful ladies hu appreciated art & fashion.tis opulent-lookin woman bought many sets/pendants/earrins al2gther at 60bucks.I WISHED I BROUGHT MORE MONEY IF I KNEW I WAS SHOPPING TODAY.

tis is wt i mean.ceramic handmade earrings.each pair,artisticaly designed & drawn by hands of a thai,if u looked closer.

i cldnt imagine hw an antiquated material lyk ceramic is rite nw bein turned in2 a perfect sense of fashion.

here i go,there're solely pendants.u cn hv necklaces at $10,a set of a necklace & a pair of earrins of the same design at $24,earrins al at $12 per pair.god they burned my pocket.no,mayb malcolm's.

*sigh*i promised 2 return him asap.

i bought an 'S' necklace 4 mummy,a pair of cute 'mushrooms' earrins 4 my sister & a set 4 myself.i love them alr!

(p.s,they cost in total of $44 eventhough its $46.i forgot to bargain,tsk-tsk.)
I WANT TO GO BACK & GET MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

random

2009-03-27T22:35:00.001+08:00

Things..are getting better
i THINK god hd finaly given me sum light 4rm the heavens even though i hvnt been altruistically tritin the ppl around me.oh well,in case if any of u r ponderin.ive been asked umptheen times bout the kind of gifts i wld lyk 2 receive etc.actualy recallin thos memories whn i used 2 tll ppl wt i wan,eventually i turned out 2 b the 1 disapointed bcos they cldnt gif me wt i wanted.so i thought,"anything."yes,anything,4rm ur shit 2 a shiny lamborghini,or even ur filthy spit or cute little puppy.GIVE IT TO ME.i cn c ppl spittin at their own monitor screen wifout realisin it.

well,there's probably many ths tt i wan wich either an opulent businessman cn afford or sumth money cnt buy.hence,unlyk others,i dun hv a wantlist in my blog.otherwise,my blog wil caused ur pc 2 hang lyk 4eva bcos of a spoilt brat's 1000+ items in demand in a crazy long box as my 'wantlist'.oh by then,i actualy wld hv 2 create another 'blog' 2 fill in my wantlist.

florenz is a bad maid.
she is evil.
she has been stuffing us with homemade pizzas that were extremely fattening yet tasteful.

p.s,unlyk mos of u,i'd rather my pizza's wifout cheese.NOT A SINGLE BIT OF CHEESE.

no matter hw awkward it'll taste.bcos i regret,my unhealthy B.M.I is caused by disgustin cheese hotdog buns.tts it,3 hole pizzas 4 brkfas 4 3 hole days.R.I.P pizzas,22/3/2009 - 25/3/2009.wif iced green tea even.MY FAVOURITE.
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26/3/2009
my clsmates thought tt mr goh,my s.s tcher,ws biased 2wards me.in actual fact,al he merely did ws ask jasmine,ivyeng,cinny & me if we wld lyk 2 hand in our hmwrk thn.so i demanded chocolate 4rm him as i ws the 1st 2 hand in hs hmwrk."gd uh jade,ure the 1st.","shldnt u say im always the 1st 2 hand in al ur hmwrk?","quite true.","great!I WANT CHOCOLATE."so i tried my bes 2 gf thos innocent kitty eyes.

EEEEEEEEEEEEW~!tts disgustin,i wld nv do tt!!!*spit*told ms tan 2 remind him bout my chocolate cos he 4gt few days bck.saw him outside cls & asked 4 my chocolate.he mouthed,"oh ya!!!alamak."& gestured a 'prayer' 2 heaven & asked 4 chocolates 2 drop dwn.AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

mr goh : jade..i found tis in my car..y dun u cum & take it nw?i dun hv chocolates on my desk.sorry.
me : take nw?ok..
mr goh : yes nw..
class : HUH CHER!WHY SHE GOT BISCUIT??
me : oh yanyan!!yipeeee~ strawberry...oh no.its double flavoured.
gaby&leonard : biased siah!
mr goh : btw jade..its been in my car 4 sum time so check the expiry date.
class : hahahahaha

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actualy,ths dun reali gt beta.my pc's speakers're faulty.only 1 of the speaker is wrkin,bt softly.*sigh*& so the moral of the story is,technology grows faster than you.dun ya tink?

mum came hm wif toblerone,huge huge toblerone,swiss dark chocolate with honey & almond nougats,jus a few mins ago.& my sister's happily snackin al the sugars,fats & ultrafats,& superfats,&superduperfats.

see her cheeky smile?

u tink ure kipin up wif time,u hv the hole twilight saga,u read the hole th,nono,ure at the 2nd bk.

BUT HOW ABOUT THE VCD?
muhahahahahaha I GOT IT I GOT IT!!!

scy(conflict)

2009-03-24T21:05:00.002+08:00

'SCY'-less
ms fong said she didnt noe my name & cldnt find me on fb.tt ws wt mr quek said 2day too.he cldnt find me.or my name.oh well.m i so hard 2 find on facebk???anyway,i thought ms fong ws the only relief tcher amongst the 3 of them 2 stay.bt i saw mr ng & mr quek came bck.wondered y he left us 4 mr phillip 2 tich us a maths & mrs lim 2 tich use emaths instead.both experienced tchers,i reali wil cherish their time wif us.they're strict & serious.whn they stepped in2 the cls,they nv chat.they tich.excellent!

thn again,al staff hv been critisisin us bout the petition we wrote against ms lee.they've been indirectly remindin us tt,"eventually,o levels depend on yourself,not your teachers.we're not the ones that do your o levels for you.so it is not totally the teacher's fault that you fail maths or dont do well for maths."nw its bout time i draw myself a revision schedule.its time 2 put other stuf aside.focus on studies & syf.

sacrifices have to be made.
why have i lost melissa?i am still wondering.
why have i lost them?i am still thinking.
what have i exactly done wrong?i think i know,but yet i think i dont.

pssssssssst.
i love all my friends.& guess what?everyone's a friend.. :) for now.